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tallHemlock5534
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts19 Forum posts71 Forum upvotes41 Current upvotes41 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2018 Member sinceAugust 11, 2016
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Is this possible for anxiety
Anxiety Support / by tallHemlock5534
Last post
 September 27th, 2017
...See more I have maladaptive daydreaming and it does daydream about ideal me and when i watch tv shows or moves i imagine me being in action scenes from shows like hoeric fantasies and i imagine others admiring me. This screwed my social life because i famtasized and nwvwe helped develop social skills or interests that most other people like. I have a feeling if i become more social and improve my ability to make conversation i feel like the daydreaming will go away.
Is changing habits and interests possible at 17?
General Support / by tallHemlock5534
Last post
 August 31st, 2017
...See more Is it possible for a 17 year old to develop new music taste and transition from classic to mainstream and hip hop. Is it possible to develop new interests in what to watch and new shows. Is it possible to change unhealthy habits and thought patterns?
I hate Maldaptive daydreaming so much
7 Cups Online Therapy / by tallHemlock5534
Last post
 February 24th
...See more I hate it so much. I use to daydream about video games with themes of war, violence and action later on i imagined being in sports. I used to imagine myself in the game when i was daydreaming as a kid and young teen. Now i think about it makes me uncomfortable and crazy because in real life im very gentle person. But this disorder ruined me and my social skills and made me stay immature. Like i had differnet norms and habits than everyone like depressive fantasies different music and weird music like from video games. Im not interesting to socialize with and i couldnt relate socially to a lot of people and i was never really funny and i have low self esteem. Recently i changed my habits watching new movues listening to music, recently social life slightly better but i wished i had developed new habits years ago and develop better social relationships. Does anyone feel like this?
Is this Depersonlization disorder or schiz
7 Cups Online Therapy / by tallHemlock5534
Last post
 August 20th, 2017
...See more It started with religion awakening for me. I had brcame religous and feared and anxiety for past sins and music sin in past. I feared i was going to hell and i kept reasing religion for weeks nonstop and lesrning more. I was in axnious and fear state for almost everyday for 2 months. Every small sin or any sin i get anxious and thinking im going to hell. The theme changed later on. I saw symptoms of Depersonalization disorder i think i fit most or all the difference between me and schiz is few times had parnoia but the delusions or random episode or derealization from myself i am aware it is not real after it happens or sometimes during the episode. I usually realize it is not real. What do you think
Porn ruined me and my life.
Relationship Stress / by tallHemlock5534
Last post
 September 7th, 2017
...See more When i was younger i was addicted to porn but later on i was addicted to a porn with a type od fetish which i beleive is the root cause of my problem. When i was in middle school i had for a few months nonstop sexual addiction with fetish to my teacher and the same for a few of my friends. But it countinued for years and in hs i still communicated with them and when i did even by having conversation i had such a sexual rush. But my problem is i think i may be asexual also due to the fact to the friends or girls i found attractive to my hs school i had romantic fantasies and sexual fantasies without the fetish and hypersexuality i feel i enjoyed the feeling and it made me feel happy but the problem was i couldnt orgasm to those romantic feelings and it made stressed out thinking how when i get married how will i have healthy sexual relationship with my wife. But i feel my problem will go away if i find a girlfriend and one i can make a relationship last with but im not sure if that is going to solve the problem. If i ever love someone and have a relationship with them will i actually develop healthy sexual relationship and orgasm without feitsh?
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