Road to happiness
It hurts. I'm not gonna lie, it really does. Im pushing everyone away, it seems like the only thing I'm good at is staying behind and watching people leave. I was here in this position once, and I got out but barely because I just tried to ignore it and leave it alone and I didnt know what to do. But now that im here again, I dont wanna stay here in these emotions forever. I want to do something about it. I want to talk to someone but i dont know how. It seems like everyone in my life as soon as i need them are more distant than ever. Am i surrounded by the right people? Am i making the right decisions? I dont know. All i know is that i hope i can make it out of this again. I dont hope. I know i will. It just really sucks because ive lost passion and now i have pain. I know this is probably relatable to so many out there, so i just wanna say to keep fighting because at the end of the long road of pain, theres where your happily ever after lies.