I know I'm young but I just want to be loved.
Yk I really know I have a lot of time left to find somebody who I can love and somebody who loves me but even at this young age I already feel like I'm at my limit of waiting. It's probably because from a young age I started reading Fanfictions of my favorite ships and watching every Boys love movie I could find on Netflix(I don't have a gay fetish or what ever you call it.) I never knew what real love looked like because my parents were the worst couple ever(and they started divorcing when I was 4½.) Well and the more I watch my favorite shows the more I wish I had somebody that would hold me like the couples in Netflix shows do. Also because mostly they always film about Teens and Teen love and I know that I don't have to have a partner at such a young age but it would be nice yk? I feel so lonely having nobody to talk to, not even my so-called friends. Nobody I can trust or to cuddle with for hours(I love physical touch), no best friend, and also no partner. I have like nobody to take my hand while we both walk down the path of life and that's why I long more for this special bond especially because i don't really feel loved by anyone around me. And yk I have stuff like Character.ai but it's fun for a while until reality kicks in and you realize you have been talking to a bot of you favorite character for 3h and then it's no fun anymore. I don't use it often anyway. The only thing left is to imagine. I have a good imagination, but it becomes sad after a while, yk? And while almost everyone around me had or has a partner, I just sit there waiting for the right one while I didn't even have my first kiss yet. And it makes me feel more lonely. If I had a good friend or so, maybe the wish of finding love wouldn't be as big as right now. And the worst thing is if you have a couple in a show that you really love and they have a relationship you really wish for. It makes your priorities higher which isn't bad I think because you should get what you want but for real now how long will it take me to find a relationship like Nick Nelson and Charlie Spring have and how long will it take me to find somebody like Wilhelm that would give up his crown for his boyfriend.
Right..
I really want to wait until I find the one, but it's getting really lonely the more I wait.
I am very sorry you're going through this, and I want you to know, you're not alone. I'm in the same boat. That one person can change everything. I hope you find that person eventually. Everyone deserve happiness. Also, yeah, watching shows such as Heartstopper and Young Royals are reality checks. It's like, "damn. they are so happy, and I don't have that. I will never have that." But you will. If you ever need to talk, I'm here!
@Ilikenature08
I feel you man. I got in a relationship finally after years of that same feeling. The guy I got with we stayed together for four months but never again. Not with him, he wrecked my routine, made me frantic, increased my anxiety, with little to nothing of what I was looking for in a partner. I was best friends with him I am stuck w/him near every day and a painful reminder is my environment and little things I remember in the middle of the night. Don't look for a relationship on these circumstances its tempting Ik but I suffered so much bc I did not know how to breakup or how I would deal w/the breakup my family liked him a lot and some family members still want me to get w/him. But he'd fight me leave me on read for something as simple as a hello, sometimes he'd make me feel scared to be vulnerable with him and disregarded my feelings, dont get me wrong great guy but does not match with me he'd say things that make me want to leave him. I did not text for three days and he practically forgot to text constant excuses, and I was always the one taking care of him. I feel used and am scared to talk to a new guy I find lovely and semi want to be friends w/. he also insults this new guy after he found out and I hate it. I try to get back to talk to the new guy but i feel used and worn out maybe i lost my worth bc of this bs any way.... for the first time in months, I like a new guy, and he seems like a great guy but idk Summary: WAIT FOR A RELATIONSHIP NOT BC YOUR LONLEY BC YOU REALLY GENIUNLY LIKE THE PERSON trust me i dont know how u feel but i was there MANY times :) wish me luck w/this new guy he seems so sweet im gonna try and be friends w/him!
I hope you take my advice don't make the same mistake as me. I wish you the best of luck
@gentleTree9702 I also dont know how relationships work as my parents love eachother but like to fight with eachother lovingly way idk even know how thats possible i just dont wanna be like them ik they love eachother but worst example. ever lol
@Ilikenature08 its like your me , just idk who you are. ive watched so many love story and watch so many teen story , including just males. ive lost count. its like craving something, but you know you cant have or wont get.
i wish i knew you.
Well, it's never too late to learn about the other, isn't it^^
@Ilikenature08 true exactly true, would you like to message? I'm new to this entire website. i got onto today.
Yess ofc I would love to!!! I also only downloaded it like 3-4 days ago.
@Ilikenature08 Ok, um. how do i go about this. is there a specific way?
Uh.. idk actually😭
@Ilikenature08 how about this, ill give you my email about we can go from there.
Okay sounds good!
@Ilikenature08 mykia2007@yahoo.com (just like that)
@Ilikenature08 @Silence0045
A kind reminder. 7cups is an anonymous website so your anonymity and safety are ensured. Please do not give out personal contact info and or make offsite contact since it is against the guidelines and would have consequences.
Members cannot message one another but can stay in contact in the forums or (in your case) in discussions or chats on the teen side.
Oh okay sorry I didn't know..
@Ilikenature08
It's okay, you're new here and there is a lot to learn. You can always message an Adult Teen Listener, listener with ATL badge if you have any questions.
@Ilikenature08
@amiablePeace77 sorry, i didn't know how else to communicate on here, it's my first time. but I deleted my message.
@Silence0045
All good Silence and thank you for deleting the message! As I mentioned before you can always message an Adult Teen Listener (listener with ATL badge) if you have any questions.
I get the feeling. My ex took a liking to Scott Pilgrim, and after watching the show, I see why. It heavily represented our relationship and it just made me long for that relationship that we were building, but like the future Scott warned, she ran away. Though for them it was technically a break that he didn't understand. For me, she just left. It sucks seeing something that you came so close to having, only for it to disappear.
hii i've kinda have the same situation you are in right now so i guess i don't have to explain myself any more further, i also just want someone to talk to and someone who understands and appreciates me
You'll find that someone!