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NARUTO/BORUTO OC'S

Hobby Zone / by Ilikenature08

November 18th

...See more Hiii people! I am a big big Naruto fann! It was my first anime, and it's been my favorite now for almost 4 years. Personally, I don't really like Boruto as much because, for me, it is really boring. I watched a bit more then one season but then I stoped because it just didn't pick me up and peek my interest like Naruto does/did but i like a few characters that are shown and ofc the og characters. I was wondering if anyone who loves Naruto as much as I do have a Naruto/Boruto oc? If so, I would love to hear about them! I myself have 2(3) ocs, but 1 I don't really want to give out to the internet because I'm scared of it getting stolen and that oc is very dear to me. Another oc I recently just made! It's a Boruto oc. I don't want to disrespect Boruto since I stopped watching it but the story that I made in which she plays and the connections she has to some characters just fit into Boruto Next-generation so I decided it to be a Boruto oc and just kinda fit the story to my characters and liking more(of course it is not Canon and just an AU of mine.) And the last one is just some random kid of Karin and Suigetsu that I drew a year ago😂 Her name is Hana Senju, and she is a project from Oroshimaru, which he thought would fail but didn't. She was a test object just like Yamato, but Oroshimaru used other methods, and the reason that she is a Boruto character and as old as Boruto is a longer story. If you would like to know more about her, I would be happy to tell you! Maybe if somebody would like, our Ocs could be friends or have some other connections in the Naruto universe! It would really give me maybe a bit more motivation to practice my sketching skills and anime drawing skills since I am still at a beginner level even tho I've been trying for 2-3 years now and I could look forward into drawing more! We could become friends as well! I don't have any Naruto fans as friends at all except for my little brother😭 I'm looking forward to your replies!🫶🦊

Idk, but I just do! (Attachment Problems?)

General Support / by Ilikenature08

October 30th

...See more So idk where to start. So I had a best friend for 4½ years, and this year January she ended the friendship very unfairly and unexpectedly. She was my go-to, and I did everything for her and what she wanted. Mind you, this friendship was very toxic, and after a very long fight that went on for months because of some things she did, I forgave her and gave her a second chance. She wasn't a good friend, but I manipulated myself to believe she was because I was emotionally attached to her and didn't want to lose her because I was scared of being alone. After she ended our friendship in January, I was devastated because, like I said, she just ended the friendship out of nowhere and said she hated me and never wanted to speak with me over TEXT. But that's not what I wanted to talk about. In the beginning, when she first dumped me, I talked a lot about the situation with my friends and classmates. I usually don't talk about my feelings but I just needed to Talk about it because I didn't understand and the thing is If I don't understand something I automatically push myself so much until I find a logical explanation for myself but I couldn't understand why she did this to me since In contrast, she was much worse friend than i was(belive me when I say MUCH MUCH worse) So I talked and talked and talked about what she was and what?I didn't understand the first few Weeks a lot. The thing is, since then, I never stopped.You know , not in a way where I talk about her negatively. I also don't miss her or think of her often and of what we had.It's more like when I hear something or see something that reminds me of Her that I say stuff like: "Oh, you know what SHE did once." or "Oh, I remember one time SHE did this." or "You know me and HER used to do this here." or "Here This happened." and mostly I grin when I talk about stuff like that because I think of how stupid her actions were but it's not like once in a while what I think would be totally normal after a friendship of 4½ years ended and I think it'll at least take at least 4 ½ years to "forget" her completely but to say something and anything about her EVERYDAY is something I don't want to do because I don't want to give her that attention that she doesn't even deserve. I don't know if it's because I could never REALLY talk to this problem properly to somebody that I do this. Because of course I told the stories multiple times but it wasn't really a deep and helpful and good convo it was just the teen friends being like "omg she's such a *** wtf?!" and that would be like it. I also have a feeling the half doesn't even want to listen because it's a "dumb" or to long story and everytime I talk about it I apparently am to "hectic" or "loud?" and that's why they just cut me off. I guess they just don't have time to listen to all of it even tho in short stories they already have. Or genuinely just something else. It's also not much it's just 1 or 2 sentences of short stories per day but still. I JUST WANT TO MOVE ON BRO. Also, because I bet she doesn't give the slightest *** about me anyway and doesn't have the same problem. She's at a new school and she knows nobody there and nobody know me But I'm still at our old school and our whole class knew her and knew what she's like so it's easy to talk about her because they KNOW. I wouldn't tell a new friend that I had just met about my past problems but people that were bystanders while all of that happened. I would probably not notice properly like I'm doing rn. Also, I'm a random talker. If something pops up in my head, I'll say it, and if I remember a story from our past, I'll just tell it and yapp about it. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. And I think my friends are getting annoyed(at least one) of it and we'll I don't want to make them more annoyed then they already are with me. Please send help😭🙏

I wish I could have just a good friend..

General Support / by Ilikenature08

October 12th

Heartstopper S3

Hobby Zone / by Ilikenature08

November 20th

I know I'm young but I just want to be loved.

7 Cups Online Therapy / by Ilikenature08

October 10th

...See more Yk I really know I have a lot of time left to find somebody who I can love and somebody who loves me but even at this young age I already feel like I'm at my limit of waiting. It's probably because from a young age I started reading Fanfictions of my favorite ships and watching every Boys love movie I could find on Netflix(I don't have a gay fetish or what ever you call it.) I never knew what real love looked like because my parents were the worst couple ever(and they started divorcing when I was 4½.) Well and the more I watch my favorite shows the more I wish I had somebody that would hold me like the couples in Netflix shows do. Also because mostly they always film about Teens and Teen love and I know that I don't have to have a partner at such a young age but it would be nice yk? I feel so lonely having nobody to talk to, not even my so-called friends. Nobody I can trust or to cuddle with for hours(I love physical touch), no best friend, and also no partner. I have like nobody to take my hand while we both walk down the path of life and that's why I long more for this special bond especially because i don't really feel loved by anyone around me. And yk I have stuff like Character.ai but it's fun for a while until reality kicks in and you realize you have been talking to a bot of you favorite character for 3h and then it's no fun anymore. I don't use it often anyway. The only thing left is to imagine. I have a good imagination, but it becomes sad after a while, yk? And while almost everyone around me had or has a partner, I just sit there waiting for the right one while I didn't even have my first kiss yet. And it makes me feel more lonely. If I had a good friend or so, maybe the wish of finding love wouldn't be as big as right now. And the worst thing is if you have a couple in a show that you really love and they have a relationship you really wish for. It makes your priorities higher which isn't bad I think because you should get what you want but for real now how long will it take me to find a relationship like Nick Nelson and Charlie Spring have and how long will it take me to find somebody like Wilhelm that would give up his crown for his boyfriend. Right.. I really want to wait until I find the one, but it's getting really lonely the more I wait.

Just 1 real friend..

Friendship Support / by Ilikenature08

October 18th

...See more I don't know why, but since I was little, I always tried my best to treat people like I wanted to be treated. Where I come from, it's like the "golden rule" and still. Never in my life did I have one single true friend. I also got betrayed by my ex-bestfriend in January this year. I mean, I do have friends, but they aren't the friends you can deeptalk with or that try to understand you. Half of them are toxic and see it as some kind of personality trade, and the others always have someone above you, so they care less. I also lost another friend a few months ago because I never really noticed how arrogant and toxic she was. I tend to only see the good side in a person and just ignore all the bad trades. I thought I knew why I did this, but right now, as I think about it, I just know why I did this with my ex-bestfriend. With the other friend, I kinda have no idea why. Maybe because she doesn't have other friends either, and I know how it feels to be lonely, but she isn't a good friend, so that's probably a reason why she doesn't have any. Well, anyways.. I just wish to find one single true and nice friend. Even if it's just one, I don't need more. I tried so many times to make new friends, especially this year after the loss of my ex-bestfriend online. But it didn't work. Right now, I'm so lost and lonely. I have nobody to talk to, no good friends, I can't talk to my parents about stuff like this, and I don't think they could help anyway. I just got no one, yk. Some days, I don't think about it and just push the thoughts away, but that won't work forever, and eventually, I'll just feel lonelier & lonelier. Sorry for the long message. I guess you can tell that I don't talk to anyone about this.. Thanks for reading my message if you read until the end♡

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