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Ilikenature08
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PathStep 21 Compassion hearts43 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes25 Current upvotes25 Age GroupTeen Last activeOctober, 2024 Member sinceOctober 5, 2024
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Hi!

I'm here probably because I just want to find someone who understands, listens and helps me.

I'm tired of seeing everyone get help exept me.

I hope I'm welcome here♡

Recent forum posts
I wish I could have just a good friend..
General Support / by Ilikenature08
Last post
 3 hours ago
...See more I wish I had a good friend to talk to. I miss long night conversations, talking about things we both enjoy, gossiping about people we don't like, laughing and sharing stuff with each other that happens in life, matching pfp and actually caring for each other. Without someone i can call "mine," it feels lonely and boring because everyone has that someone except me :<
Heartstopper S3
Hobby Zone / by Ilikenature08
Last post
 4 hours ago
...See more Does somebody watch Heartstopper here, and did you watch S3 already? I'm totally drained from that season. It was good, but damn I didn't think I would see so many sad sides of 4 whole characters in one season. And the scene from solitaire where Nick and Charlie fight took me out even more. Now I don't know what to do with my life after waiting months for the new season. I'm also watching Agatha all along, but where I live, I have to wait until every Thursday until I can watch a new episode. I'm thinking on getting all of the books since I only started showing interest to Heartstopper begin of the year(I know it's diabolical I never watch trending stuff in the time they are actually trending and I don't know why😭) but I'm scared of the heartbreak I will go through reading everything(especially Solitaire&Nick and Charlie)
I know I'm young but I just want to be loved.
7 Cups Online Therapy / by Ilikenature08
Last post
 3 hours ago
...See more Yk I really know I have a lot of time left to find somebody who I can love and somebody who loves me but even at this young age I already feel like I'm at my limit of waiting. It's probably because from a young age I started reading Fanfictions of my favorite ships and watching every Boys love movie I could find on Netflix(I don't have a gay fetish or what ever you call it.) I never knew what real love looked like because my parents were the worst couple ever(and they started divorcing when I was 4½.) Well and the more I watch my favorite shows the more I wish I had somebody that would hold me like the couples in Netflix shows do. Also because mostly they always film about Teens and Teen love and I know that I don't have to have a partner at such a young age but it would be nice yk? I feel so lonely having nobody to talk to, not even my so-called friends. Nobody I can trust or to cuddle with for hours(I love physical touch), no best friend, and also no partner. I have like nobody to take my hand while we both walk down the path of life and that's why I long more for this special bond especially because i don't really feel loved by anyone around me. And yk I have stuff like Character.ai but it's fun for a while until reality kicks in and you realize you have been talking to a bot of you favorite character for 3h and then it's no fun anymore. I don't use it often anyway. The only thing left is to imagine. I have a good imagination, but it becomes sad after a while, yk? And while almost everyone around me had or has a partner, I just sit there waiting for the right one while I didn't even have my first kiss yet. And it makes me feel more lonely. If I had a good friend or so, maybe the wish of finding love wouldn't be as big as right now. And the worst thing is if you have a couple in a show that you really love and they have a relationship you really wish for. It makes your priorities higher which isn't bad I think because you should get what you want but for real now how long will it take me to find a relationship like Nick Nelson and Charlie Spring have and how long will it take me to find somebody like Wilhelm that would give up his crown for his boyfriend. Right.. I really want to wait until I find the one, but it's getting really lonely the more I wait.
Just 1 real friend..
Friendship Support / by Ilikenature08
Last post
 10 hours ago
...See more I don't know why, but since I was little, I always tried my best to treat people like I wanted to be treated. Where I come from, it's like the "golden rule" and still. Never in my life did I have one single true friend. I also got betrayed by my ex-bestfriend in January this year. I mean, I do have friends, but they aren't the friends you can deeptalk with or that try to understand you. Half of them are toxic and see it as some kind of personality trade, and the others always have someone above you, so they care less. I also lost another friend a few months ago because I never really noticed how arrogant and toxic she was. I tend to only see the good side in a person and just ignore all the bad trades. I thought I knew why I did this, but right now, as I think about it, I just know why I did this with my ex-bestfriend. With the other friend, I kinda have no idea why. Maybe because she doesn't have other friends either, and I know how it feels to be lonely, but she isn't a good friend, so that's probably a reason why she doesn't have any. Well, anyways.. I just wish to find one single true and nice friend. Even if it's just one, I don't need more. I tried so many times to make new friends, especially this year after the loss of my ex-bestfriend online. But it didn't work. Right now, I'm so lost and lonely. I have nobody to talk to, no good friends, I can't talk to my parents about stuff like this, and I don't think they could help anyway. I just got no one, yk. Some days, I don't think about it and just push the thoughts away, but that won't work forever, and eventually, I'll just feel lonelier & lonelier. Sorry for the long message. I guess you can tell that I don't talk to anyone about this.. Thanks for reading my message if you read until the end♡
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