What Heroin Detox Is Like For Me
I hallucinate coming off Fentnyl laced Heroin really bad. I have seen avalanches in my house, I see a tiger that talks and wants to break my bones and eat me. I hid in my bathroom for 6 days from him and was too scared to turn the water on to get a drink for fear he would hear me. I have seen sharks with metal teeth around my bed. Um..a cat in a space helmet. He could not turn the door knobs in the house. Lol. I remember him poking his head up through the toilet because something shoved him in it I forgot what. It was punishment because he didn’t like water. It also put him in the washing machine and turned it on! I have had wild animals try to get me in my bed. Eagles and shit. I have been every animal. Puppies, birds, etc. I know when the hunter shoots the gun that you have 5 seconds to collect all your bird babies and you can only carry like 5 from 100 of them. I remember my dog was nursing puppies and there was the “milk galaxy.” This man had these ski goggles and you would turn them and open the milk galaxy up. Lol. I dunno...weird stuff. Yeah, that’s what I do coming off Fentanyl & Heroin. So far raw Heroin hasn’t done me this way. I haven’t made it over 3 days and Heroin cut with Fentanyl I couldn’t go 24 or 48 hours without tripping out for 6 to 13 days. I am going to try to detox again off raw Heroin so hopefully I won’t start tripping out in a few days. I get violently ill though & When I hid from the tiger in the bathroom for 6 days I finally laid in the tub because I was so sick I was shitting liquid nonstop for 6 days. I had run in there with my blanket when I got scared & realized I was laying beside him on the couch. Thank god I got off the couch before I started having liquid come out of me nonstop for days! So yeah, that’s what my detoxing is like...
@BipolarNWonderland
Thank you so much for sharing, I know it isn't easy. Way to stay strong and continue your detox path!
@MoJoC
Thank you for the kind words! I just needed to tell someone how I hallucinate becuase out of at least 30 people that I know that are also on Heroin nobody else hallucinates like I do when the start going through withdrawals or full blown detox.
@MoJoC
Thank you for the kind words! I just needed to tell someone how I hallucinate becuase out of at least 30 people that I know that are also on Heroin nobody else hallucinates like I do when the start going through withdrawals or full blown detox.
@BipolarNWonderland
Anytime. You should know, you are not alone. I have a good friend who has also been going through the same struggles with heroin and she has experienced hallucinations along with dissociation. What matters is that you are getting help and trying your best to recover!