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Hi! I am 38 year old female. I am here to listen because there have been so many times in my life that I wished I had someone to listen to me & I had nobody. I do have physical disabilities. I have Cerebral Palsy, Scoliosis, Lordosis, & Osteoarthritis. I can walk but I can't get around like I used to be able to when I was younger so I use a wheelchair. I struggle with mental health issues as well. I have Bipolar 1, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, & Panic Disorder. I am 100% sure I am Schizophrenic because I see stuff all the time. I also have experience with drug addiction & drug use of just about every kind. If you need someone to talk to about any of these things please feel free to message me because I probably understand some of what you are going through! 

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What is medical detox like at a facility?
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by BipolarNWonderland
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 April 8th, 2021
...See more Has anyone been to medical detox at a facility? They have a detox program that I am looking into for Heroin & after that they have what is called a transitional program that you go to before you go to 30 day treatment. She couldn’t get explain transitions to me but I read online that the length varies depending on the person & I think it is just a matter of days from what I read. Anyway, what happens at a medical detox place? Do they have like groups & classes? I know I can have my phone in detox but not in rehab. That is all I know though. If anyone has been please tell me your experience. Or if you have been to detox at a hospital tell me how it was. I have another friend who went to the hospital for 3 days. He said his wife stayed with him there in the room & he was started on an IV as soon as he got there & he was given Ativan & Suboxone. Anyway, any information would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance!
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What Heroin Detox Is Like For Me
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by BipolarNWonderland
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 March 9th, 2021
...See more I hallucinate coming off Fentnyl laced Heroin really bad. I have seen avalanches in my house, I see a tiger that talks and wants to break my bones and eat me. I hid in my bathroom for 6 days from him and was too scared to turn the water on to get a drink for fear he would hear me. I have seen sharks with metal teeth around my bed. Um..a cat in a space helmet. He could not turn the door knobs in the house. Lol. I remember him poking his head up through the toilet because something shoved him in it I forgot what. It was punishment because he didn’t like water. It also put him in the washing machine and turned it on! I have had wild animals try to get me in my bed. Eagles and shit. I have been every animal. Puppies, birds, etc. I know when the hunter shoots the gun that you have 5 seconds to collect all your bird babies and you can only carry like 5 from 100 of them. I remember my dog was nursing puppies and there was the “milk galaxy.” This man had these ski goggles and you would turn them and open the milk galaxy up. Lol. I dunno...weird stuff. Yeah, that’s what I do coming off Fentanyl & Heroin. So far raw Heroin hasn’t done me this way. I haven’t made it over 3 days and Heroin cut with Fentanyl I couldn’t go 24 or 48 hours without tripping out for 6 to 13 days. I am going to try to detox again off raw Heroin so hopefully I won’t start tripping out in a few days. I get violently ill though & When I hid from the tiger in the bathroom for 6 days I finally laid in the tub because I was so sick I was shitting liquid nonstop for 6 days. I had run in there with my blanket when I got scared & realized I was laying beside him on the couch. Thank god I got off the couch before I started having liquid come out of me nonstop for days! So yeah, that’s what my detoxing is like...
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Was awesome at giving me resources and just being an open ear and mind. :)
Was awesome at giving me resources and just being an open ear and mind. :)
BipolarNWonderland is amazing. Never judges you and very kind hearted. It feels like i am talking to a close friend. Thank you so much for being there.
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