My Marijuana was laced
In March, my marijuana ended up being laced with pcp and it turns out it was actually K2. I had a horrible near death experience (i was found by police running around naked near main road) and ever since then I've had frequent anxiety attacks, derealization episodes.. Im on an anti anxiety med but i feel like i may never be normal again.
@CoolBeans29 i've never dealt with laced weed, but i have dealt with a drug experience leaving me feeling like that. for me with the help of therapy it did start to get better, however it did take a while. i beleive in you and that you will be able to overcome this.
I thought I took LSD but u think it was synthetic acid. Every muscle in my body cramped up including my tongue. Went to hospital and my heart rate was super high. They told me there was nothing wrong with my heart just a bad trip. It's been a week and I have really bad panic attacks. Tingle in my arms, chest pains, muscle spasms, insomnia, and constantly think there's something wrong . Every time I feel something in my body I immediately freak out. It's been really hard to cope
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@Lienni
I am so sorry this happened you. I know how you feel and it sucks. It does get better, eventually but then there's getting over the trauma. I thought I had died and now I constantly feel like I'm in a dream that I cannot wake up from. I didn't think that I would find anyone who could relate to me. I am so glad you're alive though. I can't even imagine how intense that must've been.. Im sick of people who are so money hungry that they put people's lives in danger.
If you'd like, we could come back to this thread and update eachother each week! I'd love to help you through this and it would be nice to have someone I could relate to, also.
@CoolBeans29 I'm glad you are alive too! It's been very scary and I feel alone. Like if no one has ever experienced or felt anything similar to what I have been feeling. I have been trying to distract myself as much as I can but that too can be very draining. I'm so glad I found this app though! Makes me feel like I'm not alone.
yes! I would love to update each other. That would be great! thank you so much for replying
@Lienni
The arm tingling and chest pain comes from the anxiety. As well as the insomnia. When I first started experiencing all of this, I didn't sleep for about 3 days straight. I hope you have a strong support system! Also, if you can you should get on an anti-anxiety med asap from your doctor and i heard therapy helps too. I haven't been able to do therapy bc I can't afford it unfortunately :/
I am definitely here for you though! You went through something extremely traumatic. I guess this is like our minds way of processing it.
@Lienni
Hey! How are you doing?
@CoolBeans29 hi! Not too good. Yesterday I went to the ER again. I was having a good day until the afternoon I started feeling dizzy and my vision couldn't focus and I thought I was going to pass out and heart rate was very fast. At the ER I had another EKG done and again I was told there's nothing wrong with me just a bit dehydrated but nothing majorly wrong. I went home and had major anxiety all night. Today was the same. Good throughout the day but then my vision started not focusing and I started to see eye floaters and some light flashes so my brain immediately thought I was going to have either a stroke, pass out, or have a seizure. I had 3 panic attacks back to back. My BP was high so I took the medication the ER dr. Prescribed and now I feel calm yet on edge. All so weird but I'm trying.
how are you feeling?
@Lienni
Oh my goodness, glad to hear you're doing better. I'm rooting for you. I really hope nothing else is wrong and the doctors are true to their word. One thing i dislike is that they never really tell you that after experiencing something so bad that these reactions are expected or even what to expect.
But, my day was pretty okay. I've been a bit anxious throughout the day but, nothing new really. It's mostly just me either trying to distract myself or doing homework most of the day. Like now I guess all Im mostly dealing with is like derealization amd feeling numb.
On the bright side, i finally have a doctors appointment on friday since my last one in April. Idk what I'm expecting but I'm just anticipating going finally.
@CoolBeans29 I am glad you are feeling well! I too need to make a doctors appointment. I'm so anxious I cannot sleep constantly thinking something bad.
@Lienni
Anything new w you? <3 I feel as if lately I'm just trying to ignore life bc I dont want it to be real. I thought i was getting better
@CoolBeans29 hi! I haven't been on in a while as I thought if I ignored everything, I'd get better and I thought I was.. but sometimes I get that rude awakening.. I haven't had a bad panic attack in weeks but I'm still so paranoid. I started having palpitations and I even went to a cardiologist and was told everything is ok.. but still having them.
how have you been feeling?
@Lienni
Hi!! I was just thinking you of I believe yesterday or so! It's nice to hear that you're no longer having panic attacks ❤. As for the heart palpitations, I'll be praying that it's actually nothing that you need to worry about. My panic attacks and flashbacks have been happening more frequently than usual along with my intrusive thoughts. On the bright side, I can function more normally. How are you coping with the virus and staying indoors?
@Lienni
Also, I haven't been on as much either because I thought I was getting better :/ My anxiety has got me feeling indifferent lately though.
@CoolBeans29 hi!! I hope you're feeling better <3
I went out of town 2 weeks ago and it brought on major anxiety :( I had to go to the cardiologist again for the palpitations and againnnn nothing is wrong but will be getting a holter monitor just to make sure. This last Friday, I had the palpitations so bad I went to the ER and had a major anxiety attack which caused my blood pressure to go up to 201/117 and ever since then I've been having bad health anxiety. Just today I had a panic attack thinking I was having a heart attack:( it's so hard. Even though all doctors from different hospitals and different visits tell me my heart is fine it's hard to believe them because of the anxiety :(
how have YOU been doing ?
