Alcoholism
I struggle ALOT with my mental health and to deal with it all I've gone to drinking which I know will only cause me more problems when I'm older but I just can't help it anymore. 2 weeks ago I was having a drink with my mom and I was only supposed to have 2 glasses of vodka & lemonade but instead I did the drinks very strong and had about 14 pure shots of vodka I got that drunk that I threw up about 4 times and was literally passing out/blacking out, it was horrible but once I started I couldn't stop. Now I just don't know what to do, I don't want to admit that I have an alcohol problem but at the same time I think I do.
@blueunknown your feeling with a lot of ttauma, turning to alcohol to numb the pain is a normal thing, bless you. But your right it's not a great coping mechanism. I hope you find all the support you deserve and need to get past this, hugs you tightly ❤
Thank u ml 💞 I have tried getting help but it wasn't for the drinking it was for my self harm. But I can't talk to anyone about my drinking because I know they won't understand and they'll take it the wrong way
Why are you drinking?
@blueunknown
Are you drinking because of the self harming ?
@blueunknown
Hello
I struggled alot with drinking in the past. I need just one every night. I had to learn new habits and hobbies. Journaling, music, hiking, walking, therapy, mindfulness, grounding.
Found local support groups to join. I had to just want to stop and makes tons of mistakes hit rock bottom to stop lol
I'm glad your here posting and seeking support and help. Wanted you to know you aren't alone.
Sending you tons of strength and puffer glimmer
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