Sh after 10+ years
Mashedpotato364
March 15th, 2023
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Hey y'all I'm new to this group but not to 7cups. I've had a series of events happen and have been flooded w abandonment fears that I can't seem to handle since it's w the two people that I have build trust w. Anyway I have been sh again since the last time I think was close to 12 or so years ago. I thought I had "overcome" it but maybe you never really do? I stopped because it didnt quite have the same effect as it did but now it's sort of the only thing keeping me grounded and I have done it repeatedly. I haven't been able to tell anyone else, not my therapist, as no one else been very present in my life or would understand but Im going you all here might. I'm hoping for supportive words but not looking for alternatives at this point.