i wanna talk but i also would rather drink bleach than talk lol
urge to tell my friend that i have relapsed or want to relapse and get comfort is at war with my constant awareness of what a bother i am and how much shes going through and that she doesnt need this and i should shut up. always. just get over it. keep it in my head where it belongs. its nobody elses problem.
2 days clean and i think i'll last about another 2 minutes.
@mza24 Hi. I’m sorry you’re in pain. Maybe you can call your friend and just talk about something non-serious just to hear their voice. Just to let them know you’re thinking of them? I don’t know, maybe that would be enough to help make you feel a little better. I hope you find whatever is supportive.
@PineTreeTree i'll try this next time, its a bit difficult right now as it's exam season so she turns off her phone while studying. thank you for your advice <3
@mza24 hi sweetie ❤ I'm sorry your struggling so much🙁 2 days clean is amazing, well done ❤ you know friendships work both ways, you need to be there for each other, I know it might be scary to open up to her at the start, but it also might be the best thing you ever do🙂 also your not alone in this, you have us lot, this is your safe place to talk about whatever's on your mind ❤❤ never be afraid to reach out ok? Gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ everything is gonna be ok ❤
@Tinywhisper11 icl i teared up a bit :') you're so kind, thank you <3
@mza24 how are you feeling today??
@Tinywhisper11 thanks for checking in, it really means a lot that you care <3 i hope you're well too 🫂 im a little better today, i kind of have to get it together a bit as i have important exams soon and i have to study even tho i dont feel up to it much. talking and studying with my best friend helps. and seeing your message, that helped too <3 have a lovely day
@mza24 good luck in your exams ❤❤ here for you if you need anything ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤
