i wanna talk but i also would rather drink bleach than talk lol
urge to tell my friend that i have relapsed or want to relapse and get comfort is at war with my constant awareness of what a bother i am and how much shes going through and that she doesnt need this and i should shut up. always. just get over it. keep it in my head where it belongs. its nobody elses problem.
2 days clean and i think i'll last about another 2 minutes.
@mza24 Hi. I’m sorry you’re in pain. Maybe you can call your friend and just talk about something non-serious just to hear their voice. Just to let them know you’re thinking of them? I don’t know, maybe that would be enough to help make you feel a little better. I hope you find whatever is supportive.
@mza24 hi sweetie ❤ I'm sorry your struggling so much🙁 2 days clean is amazing, well done ❤ you know friendships work both ways, you need to be there for each other, I know it might be scary to open up to her at the start, but it also might be the best thing you ever do🙂 also your not alone in this, you have us lot, this is your safe place to talk about whatever's on your mind ❤❤ never be afraid to reach out ok? Gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ everything is gonna be ok ❤
