hey, just wanted to make an update.
First of all, I really appreciete the people here who spent their time to write a message back to support me. Being taken serious had positive effects on me. I today finally went to child adaloscent psychiatrist after 3 years. They prescribed me selectra and abizol syrup..The diagnosis isn't clear yet. The only concern of everyone except the psychiatrist was that it would go on my record. My family is fixated on those medication and when should i get it but not how i feel or think. We had really bad fights today. I litteraly can't control myself everytime i feel threatened physically. I provoke them more and hit them back repeatedly and hit myself too and tell stuffs without thinking. I feel terrible about it I can't hold myself
@navyKiwi1776 Thank you for sharing your experience. It’s great to hear that you felt supported here and that you finally took the step to see a psychiatrist after three years. It sounds like you're going through a really tough time. It’s understandable to feel overwhelmed when emotions run high. It’s important to prioritize your mental health and find healthy ways to cope with those feelings 💜 You deserve to be heard and supported in your journey. If you ever need to talk or share more, we’re here for you.
Thank you for this post, I'm grateful for your message. I could share more. My mom says I sleep and lay down whole day like postpartum womans. She threatened me to take my medications away because of it. She forces me to do some house chores and starts fights for not doing. I don't know what to do or feel about her anymore