Finding enjoyment
Not sure if it belongs here, but keep noticing I can enjoy anything I'm doing, I just do stuff I can tolerate to do for 5 to 10 minutes
Only thing I vaguely enjoy is cooking and I can't do that all day every day
At best I'm constantly jumping back and for between activities. And at worst I get so fed up with it just start breaking stuff and self harm.
I don't know where to start to find something I can truly have fun with
@Madaraismyspiritanimal
Hi there.. I'm sorry to hear that you are having such a difficult and challenging time. I noticed that you stated that you tend to "Self Harm" and have moved your post to the "SELF HARM" Subcommunity so that in turn you may get better support from others who are dealing with the same thing!
Perhaps there are others here going through the same issues that you are, and you can support one another and talk to each other about things that might help or work when you find yourself in this situation.
Best of luck to you!