Feeling Like I'm Made for Hell.
Deep down inside of me, I feel like I'm made for ***. Life doesn't seem to have any meaning. I've been through a lot. And currently I feel like I'm not improving. I have a gut feeling that is because I was created to suffer. Do know this feeling? You won't find this in the Bible. My feelings go contrary to what I believe in my head to be right. Get right with Jesus and the promise is Heaven. Yet deep in my emotions I feel the opposite, right now.
Wish I had cheerful things to tell you that would magically banish your sorrow, but I don't.
The purpose for which you were created can't be described as a simple answer. I would say your purpose is whatever you decide it to be, or it is that which you do best. (Suffering is something we all do, & doesn't require much skill or focus)
...on the other hand, the idea that we are made just to suffer can be found in several verses of Ecclesiastes.