Why is it so hard to make some good friends.?
I always ask myself why I find it so hard to make some good friends.? Am I the only one who finds it pretty hard..? I never asked to have many people as my good friends. I only want one good friend with whom I can share anything and trust that person blindly. I always have tried enough to be someone's good friend and every time I have realized that I'm not even their friend. Whenever I walk alone in the street and see others walking side by side with their friends I feel jealous. I don't want to but I eventually do feel jealous. Since my childhood, I have always yearned to have one good friend and whenever I get one at the last moment something happens which takes away all my belief in friendship but still I want to have friends. At some point, sometimes, I blame myself for not having a good friend. It haunts me, it makes me feel lonely. I never ask anything else except for a friend, a loyal and an honest one but still, I never get one. Every time, I lose him or her. Every time I get hurt whenever I try to make have one good friend...