@optimisticSquare6762
I'm really sorry to hear that you're facing such a tough situation. It's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and even hopeless when dealing with ongoing health challenges and uncertainty about what's happening.
Just know that you're not alone. Many people go through similar struggles when dealing with complex medical issues, and there are support systems out there to help you cope and find some hope. Whether it's connecting with a therapist, joining a support group, or reaching out to loved ones, there are people who care about you and want to help you through this difficult time. You deserve to feel supported and to have hope for the future.