Recovery after Infidelity
Hey everyone so want to start with Trigger warning. This post will be discussing infidelity and I was the betraying spouse. Please don’t read any further unless you are okay with this topic.
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I betrayed my spouse of 18yrs. I engaged in an emotional affair with my best friend and had physical affairs with same sex partners. I caused us to have a dead bedroom and pushed my spouse away. I was discovered a year ago and we have been trying to reconcile since then. This has been really difficult for us both and I’m trying to step up and be the spouse I should have been the whole time but the past is still haunting us and I’m really worried we won’t be able to make it work. I’m trying to rebuild trust but my past transgressions are haunting me and making it really hard for partner to believe I have changed.
thanks for letting me get this out and any advice is greatly appreciated.