I know that I'm toxic
SteinsGate1
March 12th, 2021
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I know that I'm toxic. My ex is hanging out with a girl that he finds perfect and had a crush on once. I make him feel bad for it, because I cannot handle them together. She's in a relationship and I can absolutely not trust my ex, he cheated on me once. Everytime I feel this way, I just want him to feel the way I do. He's telling me I'm important and everything, but obviously not important enough to not hang out with her. I just....I don't want to think, I don't want to be sober anymore.