On and off officially over

Tried working it out with my ex we just can’t seem to workout after 4 years. He got physically abusive and last night got like that. Thought would be over but wasn’t. I admitted to downloading *** for a day talking to someone for a day when me and my ex broke up. He kept saying I was cheating but we weren’t together and he’s talked to so many females and I’ve forgiven him so many times even with the proof in my face and I get dragged and kicked out. I was trying to be open and honest and it just seems like it went against me for being truthful. I’m 27 can’t keep a job, no license. I’m mentally not well and I’m scared I’m never gonna have a family and won’t be able to support myself. I love this man but he clearly doesn’t want to work on this or try but I understand

@Priscella
Hi. Sorry to hear this. Your boyfriend being physically abusive is totally not acceptable. I understand you still love him, but I really think you need to take care of yourself and prioritise your well-being. Once you start to feel better in yourself and in a good state of mind, you’ll be able to make good decisions about your future and what you want to do. Do you have a support network, ie. family or friends?