Breaking no contact.

The guy I broke up with who I was with for over 6 months broke no contact today. 
The main thing I remember him saying was we'd never work and I used that to try and let go.
Broke up May 22nd. Went with no contact June 4th. Haven't heard or seen anything about him until today.
He followed one of my Social Medias and messaged me. Saying he wanted to check on me.
Proceeded to say the last thing he sent me wasn't how he truly felt he was just mad.
I don't know what he expects from me.
He's asking to call and play games.
Now I feel to much and nothing at all.
A part of me is happy he reached out but a part of me wishes he would've stayed gone.
I was doing fine without him.
I look back on my past posts and saw how badly I let myself fall...
I still love him but I don't want to.
Idk.
My friends don't understand me right now.
He's not asking for another chance or anything. I made sure to ask so he didn't get the wrong idea.
I'll try to be friends with him but I'm scared of getting attached like I was before.
I don't want to fall into that version of me again.