Sick of being single
It makes me sad to not being married at my almost 40 yrs old, I have a bf now and this year, holidays are being fun and nice with him, but still always the chance as long we don't get marry that we break up and again alone for holidays, birthday or any special day.
I hate parties when everybody goes with their partners.
They at least has someone to support them or listen when they have any tiny little problem.
I am just tired of the pressure of society or family puts on me to get married, I wish that too but it is not that, take to for a tango, right?
You have somebody now and they would not be with you unless they thought you were special. Nowadays, weddings dont guarantee that it will last forever but I do understand that its more reliable than just being boyfriend/girlfriend. Remember that uve got my support! If ever u have a tiny problem or a big problem or no problem or anything, u can come to this web site and seek me out. I would love to be there n show u my support! I love u! Dont worry abt anything! Everythings going great in ur life right now, enjoy it. If things dont work out, u have 7cups of tea to fall back on! Take care, love!
He finally told me he doesn't want to get married. So I told him I respect that and appreciate his honesty, but I can't not be with him any longer because since the beginner of the relationship he knew I wanted and he kept only leading me on until now he opened up and told me he doesn't feel the same way for marriage. He loves me but not seeing himself getting married anytime.my birthday is coming soon. Again a lonely one.
@bluesaphire - I'm sorry you're feeling isolated and alone without a partner, especially with your birthday coming up. Are there things you can do to feel surrounded by loved one even without a husband so that your birthday doesn't feel so lonely?
@bluesaphire
Hey there, there is absoulely no problem in being single. In india, almost every other guy is single and every girl is taken. (Hope you understand, what it means)
It is much better to be single and happy then to be in a relationship that doesn't makes you happy, You will ultimately get the girl that was made for you. For now, just think how happy and free you are?
You are free with your choices.
You Are Not Answerable to Anyone.
You Are Free to Go Anywhere.
Youve the whole Bed. 
Your Failures are — ONLY YOURs.
You can Focus on Your Career.
All these simply means that you are good to be single for now. Once you get the girl you like, you can simply jump into relationships. Don't give a shit about society, they aren't going to help you in anyway.
Here is a very good article that might throw some light on you, why it is better to be single now - https://lifehacks.io/celebrate-your-single-status/
@Akshayshr23 You will get the right guy soon, don't worry!
