~Painful Seperation~
Experiencing divorce or separation can create an endless void within oneself, leaving one feeling as though a part of them has died. The emotions that come with it can be difficult to navigate through, and each day can seem like a never-ending struggle.
Personally, I am currently going through a separation after being married for two years. Despite the bumps in our relationship, I had hoped to work things out. However, my brain acknowledges that it is probably best for both of us to end things. Nevertheless, my heart yearns to erase the wounds we caused each other and start anew, as our best selves.Sadly, this is not a possibility, as my husband cannot let go of the past or his ego. I have taken up a part-time night job remotely to help me cope and find stability, but it still feels like an uphill battle. The experience is incredibly painful and emotionally draining, and it is hard to imagine ever finding love again. I fear being alone forever or what the future holds for me. My husband thinks I am unworthy of his love because I am not the person he expects me to be. He can't love me for the way I am. It freaking hurts.
Divorce or separation is one of the toughest life events that one can go through, and it is not something that can be fully understood until experienced personally.