Heart broken & alone
My Girlfriend of 3 years is wanting space because the last year has been hard. It's hit both of our mental health. It's a really hard situation because she says I need to sort myself out but I'm hurting for not seeing her much. I know there's a good chance the relationship is over but I love her and want to do anything to get her back. The problem is I have to wait and be patient, we are going to the Zoo Wednesday, I have to be calm and work on myself until then. On that day I need to be myself in the moment without worries, it's just hard because I feel like all the good things in my life ride on if we are together. She's never been emotionally open so it's hard to tell how she is feeling towards me alot of the time. I'm a bag of emotions and just want to do the right thing. I don't have any friends or family I can talk to, I've been to the doctors, got on some medication & trying to get more support. I think the scary thing is without her I am pretty much alone 99% of the time. I'm not good at making friends and can't see anyway of trying to
