Coming to grips

My husband left me more than a year ago. To my surprise, a boyfriend materialized around May, and we had lots of fun together. He is intelligent, charming, and hit a bunch of my "must-haves".

Several weeks ago he abruptly broke up with me. ("I just am not that attracted to you" - crap!). I did not see it coming and was totally blind-sided.

Since I was dumped by my husband, and, have been unemployed for more than a year, this was yet another rejection, and I was just devastated.

Now that I have a few weeks distance from it, I hope I can understand what happened better. It wasn't that he was deceiving me about his level of interest. I think he was swept up in the force of nature that is RedVineMaple, and was willing to be carried along for a while. But longer-term, the hassle of dealing with me outweighed whatever I was offering him.

That's what I think, at least.

I think I need to get a job before I get another boyfriend :-) .