Anyone happily married in a sexless relationship?

Short answer, that sounds like a miserable idea for both of you and your kids. Sounds like he still finds you physically attractive after all the years spent together and still wants you, while you no longer want him to be physically attracted to you or want that kind of attention from him. To ask a man who is like that to stop feeling that way over you is essentially splitting up. It's also saying you want it your way and only your way. There isn't a compromise on his side, so therefore it's only your side that "wins" here. After he can no longer get that affection from you, there is a very solid chance that he will go somewhere else for it. If you are in this situation and no longer have that desire to be touched by the man who actually wants you, and you are contemplating a divorce over it, get the divorce. Don't put your kids through that kind of stressful home. Don't put yourself or him or both of you in the situation that will lead either of you to a different person for what you each are missing while still trying to coexist in the same house. It will get ugly and it will get far worse than just separating. Go to counseling together, maybe there is still something there that you both can do, but if you still want to go this route be prepared for it to lead to cheating and a divorce regardless of what you want.

This is a difficult situation that you are in, but I totally understand it as I have been feeling the same way in my marriage. We will be married 17 years on Sun with 4 kids (16,15,12,10). I too think it best to stay together for the kids especially if you and your spouse are still friends and can make it work, but if you arent giving him sex then he will go somewhere else for it. How do you feel about that? Would you find someone else to meet your emotional needs? When the kids see this (and they will) it will confuse them on what a relationship is supposed to be. They could learn that this is normal and then have trouble in their future relationships. Just a thought to consider.

I totally understand your post. I could have written this myself. I’m actually on this app to find an answer to this question. You out it into terms that explain it perfectly. My husband (of 15 years) is still physically attracted to me but the sex has been a turn off. It was always about him and I never got anything out of it. Once he was “done” it stopped. He isn’t there emotional for me and actually when I try to open up to him, he uses that venerability to hurt me more. It is hurting my friendships as well. I know with him working from home more with COVID situation, he needs a break so I got him a gym membership to let off some steam. However if I want to go for a walk, he says he needs to go with me and with our schedule we never have out kids in a place where we can both escape for 30 mins. He is all about himself. We have 5 kids so yes we are just in a parenting marriage. We don’t do date nights and I know what I confide in him, he will use against me later. I’m hoping to find a counselor that isn’t too expensive to help us reflect on what we have done wrong in our marriage and learn some new guidelines. With that being said, I don’t think your idea would work. (Like I said, I’m in it with you!) I think some online counseling sessions looking back at expectations would help as well. I completely understand how you feel. Since I don’t have a spark for him because he isn’t there emotionally for me, I won’t have sex. (I’m not using it as a weapon, just no time and no connection) but I know that we are both wrong and have to come to some middle ground with a referee so we can fight fair moving forward. Hugs!!

A sexless marriage I know is not an option for us. Right now I’m trying to decide if I want to divorce to live my life on my own terms.