I'm depressed. People literally don't know I'm depressed. If you saw me on the street or at work you would think I was so happy. It's hard but it's what I have to do.

I'm an atheist.

How much I'm willing to be there for them.

That i love to dance and i love romance. but people only see me as the dumb friend so i can't really prove i'm so much more than that.

I suffer from my own mind and have schziphorenia 💔

No one knows I

I act like I'm ok.. like what happened to me didn't do something. Didn't change me.

I'll never let anyone see what I'm feeling in the inside.. because it even scares me.

I wish. I had someone to talk to me everyday to be with me everyday. To truly know me.

how truly lonely i am and how hard i think it is for someone to love me.

Most people dont know how depressed and paranoid I get on a daily basis even if I walk alone to get to my classroom I feel depressed and lonely I hate to be alone and when I come to full consciousness about my anxiety kicks in then my hands start to shake like crazy. No one knows how hard I try to keep up that happy face all the time and all day long. No one knows how hard I cry myself to sleep everyday. Or how slow I move so I can purposely miss the bus so I wont have to go to school even in a crowd I always still find myself alone sometimes even though I have more than enough friends. Most people dont realize the struggle I go through they think my life is easy