What's one thing most people don't know about you?

There are moments that I don't know who I am.

That i hate my body more than ever, yet i smile and act as if everything is perfect and fine because ive always been this way.

That I care much more than I actually show

they see me as a quiet girl, but they don't know how much I just control and hold back my emotions of what's been going on with me.

My phobia of being sick

I have both a detachment disorder and dissociation issues. I am an amazing actor. People trust me with their lives and feel completely safe with me. I have never felt safe myself. Ever.

Depression and anxiety rule over me

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I don't open up much about how I feel, not because I don't want to, but because I don't feel safe to do so. I already feel awful enough without people making me feel awful about feeling awful.

I have sensory processing disorder. I am not just "crazy" and just have weird things that I can't stand. Spd is real and happens in people without asd too. Also!! ADHD is a real honest thing. I am sick of having to hide a part if me due to stigma and miseducation. (Not frustrated at anyone on cups though!!) 💕💕💕💕