What's one thing most people don't know about you?

One thing most people don't know about me is just how much I want to get better and get to a place in my life where I feel I am functioning living a life worth living. One where I feel I have a purpose and matter in this world. Instead of feeling like I am just functioning to exist and asking why me? Why can't I be one of those people that is either able to find some sort of recovery and relief or make the choice that they are better of not living in this world anymore.

That I hate myself a lot.

Umm something no one knows about me is that I smile and sound so happy where it doesn't seem fake but I'm really just sad

that i battle the effects of my past every day. i struggle with self hate and blame and shame like struggling to breathe with an asthma attack. that i want to change who i am, i want to end the wat i have been waging on myself my whole life but everything is so ingrained that i do not know where the trauma ends and i begin.

Most people don’t know I have no ideas yet but I want to be a fiction writer.

There is quite a bit actually, but the main thing is no-one knows I am an age regressor. (SFW, age regression is not in anyway @gepl@y or k!nk affiliated! It is a coping mechanism!)

I'm a very weak person and sad most of the times but I appear so strong and happy in the outside

something no one knows about me is that i can feel myself loosing my relationship with my dad. but he can't he how much it hurts me to see him do things with my sister that used to our things.

im a full grown adult but feel inept and i dont feel like an adult.

I care about people so much, but don't know how to express it. They think I don't, and that's where they're wrong.

I love my friends so much, but they need to understand that I'm a human not their loyal dog.