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LavenderBee3612
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PathStep 79 Compassion hearts115 Forum posts69 Forum upvotes102 Current upvotes102 Age GroupTeen Last activeMarch, 2023 Member sinceAugust 24, 2021
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Wishing (vent)
Depression Support / by LavenderBee3612
Last post
 March 23rd, 2022
...See more I wish I never opened my computer that day. I wish I never met him. I wish I never woke up. I wish I didn't end things. I wish I could let go. I'm hanging on the edge, but I can't let go, no matter how hard I try. I wish she never came back. I'm so tired, so sick of this place. I wish I could tell people I wanted to go home. I wish I knew where I'd feel at home. I wish I weren't here anymore.
What is the best song?
Music & Dance / by LavenderBee3612
Last post
 January 25th, 2022
...See more For me, I love, love, love the song "Diana" by Paul Anka. I have no idea why, but it makes me feel so in love, and sends me so much serotonin. I have been listening to it for hours on loop now. Most of the time I'm a complete metalhead, odd, I know. Anyway, how about you all? What is your "best song?"
As a way of coping...
Depression Support / by LavenderBee3612
Last post
 December 11th, 2021
...See more I write poems.. Here are a few that I have written (TW They do contain dark topics and bad words, subject such as d*@th and sewersl!de so be careful) https://docs.google.com/document/d/1QRk1iZYyiS2hLEAjeciAsE3GbJIKjVtJRmvYWo7OR7U/edit?usp=sharing This one is dedicated to someone who k! lled themself because of me.. I took everything from them and they ended their own life: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Sr_OsTGM4TK4VR3iIj284X54q4MRawgfbtBn8Xhsf1Y/edit?usp=sharing https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rCVLY_2RapdVYF8nZypzM_VBzgzcyMQKVjFOFnX6QPw/edit?usp=sharing Here are some other things i wrote around those times: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1HoUeXh4oeSzsuVu7vdEmg6tf9ug1pStmENjGmJU4vRg/edit?usp=sharing https://docs.google.com/document/d/1vQvD6kxW7uStfVaAPdFFlR6L1ZEFceZr45XBlAkLFKY/edit?usp=sharing I had not read some of those in a while and now wow there's a wave of negative memories flooding back, that's nice and I'll go cry now
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