Poems I create
Here I will post poems which are really close to me and were written during I was going through hardships.
Some might be triggering for others so putting ( TW)
I promise these are not plagiarized, I never do that .
These are my own and reflects my feelings .
Who relates to them , big hugs for you and don't think you are alone , I am always here for you 💗☺
@incredibleRainbows2036
My mum told me that too. My grandad use to be abusive towards my grandma and my aunt & uncle. So in short terms; my mom was in my place too. But instead of end the vicious cycle, she now makes me and tiny sisters the victims and she; the abuser.
@Apeatrice
Oh dear , that is heartbreaking. It reminds of the quote I wrote a while back -
"People who make you miserable , were once in your place. They made the wrong choice to be like their abuser, I hope you'd break the cycle"
@incredibleRainbows2036
Lost In Life
So londy it is at home
I don't have anyone with me, not even my mom
It's been years since I last saw her smile
It's Been ages since I last hear her laugh
God! how I wish she was here with us.
My father has been out of state for a while
And I am at home all by myself with a nanny on my side
Though she try to cheer me up.
I can't help but feel a little depressed
Making friends is very much hard
Especially when everyone thinks you're ***
Lonely I feel even at school.
Even Though I have a bunch of friends too.
Reason is maybe my past with my old friends.
Who have forgotten me, now, it seems
They try to avoid me these days.
And have even made a new group of friends
Wish I could go in past and ask,
"Where was I wrong, Please tell atlast"
I know I would never get answer to that,
Because I wasn't wrong from the start
Just wish someone told me that
So I could stop blaming me of atlast
But I never did stopped blaming myself
Because I had noone to bring me back to my senses
Not my dad, Not even my mom
I had noone who can console at home me
Which made me depressed more
But I don't need your sympathy if you wanne give
Because I have learnt to live with it
No need to be my friend because you feel bad
I have learnt to curve a smile even when I am sad
Loneliness had more me curve this way
Lack of Love has made me Pray,
"Oh God! If there's left a little love for me,
Never make someone as unlucky as me."
Just At times I am done with this ***
And just want to cry and say, "I quit."
Twinkle
11/11/2022
@incredibleRainbows2036
I love poetry too. It speaks the heart, but l don't feel my writing is worth while to share them with other people. ❤️💙
@Apeatrice
That's not true rice , it's just about perspective. Some might not relate to your poetry but sure there will be people who will understand your poetry and hence relate to you 💗☺
@incredibleRainbows2036
No it's abt those self-talks. It's abt my family tolding me l am a sh*t.
I hope you get a nice day in front of u buddy. 💙❤️
@Apeatrice
I am , I have a few poems on self talk as well
@incredibleRainbows2036
Good to know, honey. But my family is just h*ll they used domestic violence on me, they told me l don't deserve anything … l am feeling not to good today …
My mum lost it again she is all aggressive …
Needs hugs*
@incredibleRainbows2036
Ok
I read the Chinese version but never get hold of the English one.
Here is a translation of it;
Those who had walked out have a choice, they can either carry those experience with them and reach out to more people who are suffering, or they can take the experience to their grave and treat those people in hardship as mice.
It's from a book called ' A Tree Grows in Brooklyn，by Betty Smith'
@incredibleRainbows2036
long time no seee. warm tight hugs of i missed u. hope you're doing ok.
@Apeatrice
HI Apea , I am okie don't worry ♡ just not mentally well at the moment
@incredibleRainbows2036
Hugs if ok. Wanna talk abt it ? Always here for you buddy.💙
@Apeatrice
*hugs back* Too much study burden and workload. But I'll manage I guess . It is just that it is ruining physical health that's why it's an issue , but don't worry I'd be okie soon ♡
@incredibleRainbows2036
Hugs if accepted. Won't be on cups for a few days, but drop me a message anytime. *can't read due to dizziness in the car* may life treats gentle. And remember i love you and always here for you