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incredibleRainbows2036 December 1st, 2023

Here I will post poems which are really close to me and were written during I was going through hardships.  

Some might be triggering for others so putting ( TW)  

 I promise these are not plagiarized,  I never do that . 

These are my own and reflects my feelings . 

Who relates to them , big hugs for you and don't think you are alone , I am always here for you 💗☺


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incredibleRainbows2036 OP December 1st, 2023
She is still, not breathing 
I am still, not moving
 No words try and escape her mouth 
I have lost her now, no doubt

She promised she'll not harm herself, 
And not leave me like everyone else
 I believed her and all her lies 
Which now have become goodbyes

We spent our spring hand in hand 
And helped each other to stand 
She would cry on my shoulder when her days were bad
And I would lightened her heart with our small chats

She had told me how her parents used to fight a lot 
And how she become the victim in that clot But she reassured me that every thing will be fine 
And I won't find her crying

Now I am here after receiving a text late night
Of her telling me she cannot anymore fight 
I tried to ring her and try to convince her to stop
I stood in her house in defeat when I realized I could not 

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incredibleRainbows2036 OP December 1st, 2023

@incredibleRainbows2036

Written on 12/07/2023

Twinkle

Apeatrice March 9th

@incredibleRainbows2036

My mum told me that too. My grandad use to be abusive towards my grandma and my aunt & uncle. So in short terms;  my mom was in my place too. But instead of end the vicious cycle, she now makes me and tiny sisters the victims and she; the abuser. 

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@Apeatrice

Oh dear , that is heartbreaking.  It reminds of the quote I wrote a while back - 

"People who make you miserable , were once in your place. They made the wrong choice to be like their abuser, I hope you'd break the cycle"

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incredibleRainbows2036 OP December 2nd, 2023

@incredibleRainbows2036

Lost In Life


So londy it is at home

I don't have anyone with me, not even my mom 

It's been years since I last saw her smile

It's Been ages since I last hear her laugh

God! how I wish she was here with us.


My father has been out of state for a while

And I am at home all by myself with a nanny on my side

Though she try to cheer me up.

I can't help but feel a little depressed

Making friends is very much hard 

Especially when everyone thinks you're ***



Lonely I feel even at school.

Even Though I have a bunch of friends too.

Reason is maybe my past with my old friends.

Who have forgotten me, now, it seems


They try to avoid me these days.

And have even made a new group of friends

Wish I could go in past and ask,

"Where was I wrong, Please tell atlast"


I know I would never get answer to that,

Because I wasn't wrong from the start

Just wish someone told me that

So I could stop blaming me of atlast 


But I never did stopped blaming myself

Because I had noone to bring me back to my senses

Not my dad, Not even my mom

I had noone who can console at home me

Which made me depressed more


But I don't need your sympathy if you wanne give

Because I have learnt to live with it

No need to be my friend because you feel bad

I have learnt to curve a smile even when I am sad

Loneliness had more me curve this way

Lack of Love has made me Pray,

"Oh God! If there's left a little love for me,

Never make someone as unlucky as me."

Just At times I am done with this ***

And just want to cry and say, "I quit."


Twinkle

11/11/2022

Apeatrice February 29th

@incredibleRainbows2036

I love poetry too. It speaks the heart, but l don't feel my writing is worth while to share them with other people. ❤️💙

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incredibleRainbows2036 OP February 29th

@Apeatrice

That's not true rice , it's just about perspective.  Some might not relate to your poetry but sure there will be people who will understand your poetry and hence relate to you 💗☺

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Apeatrice February 29th

@incredibleRainbows2036

No it's abt those self-talks.  It's abt my family tolding me l am a sh*t. 

I hope you get a nice day in front of u buddy. 💙❤️

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incredibleRainbows2036 OP February 29th

@Apeatrice

I am , I have a few poems on self talk as well 

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Apeatrice February 29th

@incredibleRainbows2036

Good to know, honey.  But my family is just h*ll they used domestic violence on me, they told me l don't deserve anything … l am feeling  not to good today …

My mum lost it again she is all aggressive …

Needs hugs*

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incredibleRainbows2036 OP February 29th

@Apeatrice

Aw rice , it is such a sickening experience.  I can't imagine how you feel  . If you need someone to confide in to , my PMs are open but my respond time is slow due to my exams  *hugs* 

Hope you feel better 💗☺

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Apeatrice March 10th

@incredibleRainbows2036

Ok

I read the Chinese version but never get hold of the English one. 

Here is a translation of it; 

Those who had walked out have a choice, they can either carry those experience with them and reach out to more people who are suffering, or they can take the experience to their grave and treat those people in hardship as mice. 

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Apeatrice March 10th

It's from a book called ' A Tree Grows in Brooklyn,by Betty Smith'

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Apeatrice March 10th

hru, honey?  (i am having a breakdown for the n time this week)' big bear hugs*

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@Apeatrice

I am good at the moment.  I am sorry that you are suffering . *hugs back* ♡ 

If you need a place to vent , you can always PMs me ☺💗

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@Apeatrice

Have you read this book ?

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Apeatrice March 10th

@incredibleRainbows2036

Yeah. I did


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@Apeatrice

Wow that's nice , how did you find the book ?

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Apeatrice April 19th

@incredibleRainbows2036

It pop up during a library trip. 

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@Apeatrice

Wow,  this quote is nice . It is quite deep ♡

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Apeatrice May 12th

@incredibleRainbows2036

long time no seee. warm tight hugs of i missed u. hope you're doing ok.


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@Apeatrice

HI Apea , I am okie don't worry ♡ just not mentally well at the moment 

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Apeatrice May 15th

@incredibleRainbows2036

Hugs if ok. Wanna talk abt it ? Always here for you buddy.💙

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@Apeatrice

*hugs back* Too much study burden and workload. But I'll manage I  guess . It is just that it is ruining physical health that's why it's an issue , but don't worry I'd be okie soon ♡

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Apeatrice May 15th

@incredibleRainbows2036

Hugs if accepted. Won't be on cups for a few days, but drop me a message anytime. *can't read due to dizziness in the car* may life treats gentle. And remember i love you and always here for you

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