Uninvited Sadness

My mind is sick

Sad despite no reason 

I try to fight the sad waves

Especially with your love

But sometimes the feelings 

Just linger like an uninvited guest

Difficult thoughts

Haunting me.

While your support is solace

These feelings can be persistent.

You have done nothing but be there.

Shown me love,

Made me feel things

No one had ever made me feel.

I guess this is what it means 

To be sick, mentally,

Medication only helps so much.

There are days 

Where everything is great

I can be so happy

So baseline.

I was getting used to feeling normal

Then the tide came

Now I’m feeling low.

I know that I have you

But I can’t help feeling sad.