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so i'll put here all my poems
some of them aren't ready yet but i think this would be a good way to share how i feel and maybe you guys will also like them. hopefully someday they'll become a little poetry book. i mostly write in my mother tongue but also in english
mun rakas s, if you ever happen to read this, know that i still love you and i could write poems about you forever
thank you @Arie3 and @KKNastiaaa for the idea and encouragement
i thought of you as my family
i poured all my love into you
i let you so close, i trusted
i spent all my time with you
all my energy on you
i created a future together with you, for us
i was comfortable being my true authentic self around you
i was ready
maybe thats why it cuts so deep
the thought of not having you
not being with you
just walking away, out of sight
you cut deeper than you'd ever guess
really, its still taking me out of breath
the weight falling heavy on me
leaving me speechless
dragging me down, down, down
dont wait
i wont hold space for you forever
i wont give you my absolute everything
only wish you would stay with me
over and over and over again
i wont keep choosing you every time
i wont let my tears fall down
on the pillow that symbolizes you
over and over and over again
still,
i would love you in every moment
i would cherish every single moment we'd have
i would choose you
over and over and over again
i'd be more than happy to have you with me
until the end of time