More Pain (Poem)
The pain never stops,
It just keeps coming.
No matter what I do,
It will find me again.
It is as if I sinned.
The people in my online life?
They always want to get rid of me...
The people in my real life. Always want to get rid of me.
Don't you see, people don't want me....
What is wrong with me?
I probably will never know...
Melt down.
Wear a frown.
Doesn't matter they never want me around.
Drowning in my own self pity,
Find one more thing wrong with me?
You can always find something to blame...
Something to name...
Is there no escape?
Is there no way to feel complete?
I pray but my words seem to go nowhere.
I try my best to be kind, and love you as if you were mine.
But that don't matter either.
I'm going to bed sad.
Why must I feel so bad?
@tryingtosurvive2024 This poem is so heavy. The way you capture that endless struggle and feeling of being unwanted is raw and real. So much emotion packed into every word. The pain and loneliness you express here are so real. I believe the people who leave were never meant to stay, and those who stuck around for a while but still left weren’t meant to be here forever. In the grand scheme of life, we're all just travelers, passing through, resting in little moments along the way. It’s painful when people leave, but remember, there are always others coming your way—some to stay, some to leave suddenly, and some to rest for a while. But in the meantime, if someone makes you feel unwanted, even though they are staying with you - feel free to kick them out.
Please remember you’re not alone, even if it feels that way. Keep holding on... Take care!
@azurePond thank you for taking time to read my poem and write me. 😍