Steph and Blue's Place
yayy:) hi blue how are you?
@steph8402
I doing ok I think. I'm glad it's the weekend it gives me some time to clear my head from the friend issues I'm having at school. How are you doing?
ah i’m sorry blue. if you ever wanna talk about it i’m here:)
im ok. right now mentally insane lmaooo cos i just went to this class course for 9 hours and want to just blehhhh eat ice cream and watch random tv shows. my brain is gone lol.
but yeah i’m here for you if you need to talk:) im having some friend problems too:/ which sucks so i do get how you feel i’m sorry you’re feeling like that. *big huggies for you*
@steph8402
Thanks steph I hope it gets better for you. *gives ice cream and watchs tv with u*
@BlueMangocat5071
What do u like to watch
righf now i’m watching a show called How to get Away with Murder.
it’s about lawyers and like solving murders basically. it’s cool i like it and the suspense is always good haha. but i usually like rom coms but really whatever. i’m a huge film fanatic.
what about you?
hehe yes
@steph8402
I love basically all movies and TV shows. My sister introduced me to anime a few weeks ago and I love the shows Naruto and Spy x Family
oooh sounds cool! what anime?? i like seeing them cos of the art. naruto is cool i’ve seen some but not all of it. that’s really cool! i like in anime the studio ghibli movies. i love them all.
@BlueMangocat5071
Tbh I haven't seen many anime shows. I've only really started watching Naruto and Spy x Family. They are both so good and I drive my family insane because all I want to watch is Natuto.
haha that’s so valid though. what else do you like to watch?
@steph8402
Ummm action movies, fantasy, idk basically anything that's not boring
oh that’s cool though!!
how are you today? i’m just tired lol.
@steph8402
Tired for sure. My school has a four day week this week because it's the end of term 3 so I only have to get through today and tomorrow then I'll have a free weekend
@BlueMangocat5071
ah yeah i totally get that. but yay for a long weekend!! that's exciting that it's ending. I have trimesters so our third tri started in february and now we go until may. (: but you totally deserve the break. push through two more days and then you are free!
@steph8402
I made it through them! I'm so tired from swim. Backstroke is my enemy. Sorry I've been really really busy recently.
hahaha i also hate backstroke!! yayyyyyyy you made it!!!! i’m so proud of you! now you’re freeeee. it’s totally ok as long as you are ok and putting yourself first (:
@steph8402
I have Science Fair today! Idk what to say. Lol
oooh sorry i didn’t see this earlier. how did it go??
@steph8402
It went well. What have u been doing recently?
that’s good! i’ve just been busy running around haha. i’m going to san francisco with my art class in two days so i’m really excited
@Steph8402
Wow! I hope u have a great time in San Francisco. I get to go to this place called Medival Times. I have been so busy with choir at my church this week. I'm losing my voice and can barely talk out loud. So I just have been texting my friends to communicate with them because I need my voice for Thursday, Friday, and Sunday. What have u been doing recently? I want summer to come so bad. I miss my grandparents and just want to go and see them in Minnesota. I've recently had this weird obsession with lilo and stitch memes and percy jackson memes. What do u like to do in your free time?
@BlueMangocat5071
hiiii i’m back from the dead haha. i had my trip and yesterday i was crazy sick from it. but i’m alive!! i’ve been ok. i had a really great time in san francisco and im in love with the place we did so many things. Medieval Times sounds so so cool I hope you have/had fun!!! And also I hope your voice is ok how did choir go? I do like summer! However I have so much like trauma from summers that I associate like sun and summer as like bad and I get all sad but Im working on it! So I think this years summer will be good! I like to read and lowkey scroll through social media haha. I also love to paint or sketch if im really feeling it hehe. What about you? How have you been? What’s new hehe
@steph8402
I've been really busy recently. The choir thing went good though I was barely able to sing I made it through it. I love to paint and sketch if I'm in the right mood otherwise the paper I would be drawing on or painting on would be torn to shreds with frustration. My mom's making me pick up sticks in the yard later today so I'm just hoping she forgets about it so I don't have to do it. My Medival Times field trip isn't till may. I look forward to this summer but I also don't want it to come because then my older sister goes off to college. She's getting so much attention because she's a special senior in high school. I have asked my parents if my friend in real life could come over for a sleepover and they're like nope we have to do stuff for your sister. Sister this sister that. Well other than that I'm doing great. My cat last night kept waking me up but for some reason I'm not mad at her. I don't have swim Practice this week so I basically don't get to leave the house at all because of spring break. I've been really bored recently I started a book yesterday and am already over half way through it. I want to go back to school to see my friends, to play music with the band not just my part that isn't the melody, and I want to get different books from the library. I want middle school to end. I've been crocheting a blanket recently it takes so much patience which I don't have any of. I got a bean bag. I'm trying to convince my parents to let me get bluetooth headphones with a gift card I have, but they say I'm going to brake them. I even found a pair with a case and they are just like maybe let's think about it for a while. I have been thinking about! Ugh. What have u been up to recently? Has your spring break ended yet?
@BlueMangocat5071
Sorry that last one was really long
@BlueMangocat5071
hi! my spring break right now has also been boring. just sitting around reading cleaning and saw a friend just barely she went through a hard breakup:/ but other than that not crazy.
im sorry about sister stuff i get it. i told my mom to not make a big deal for me. even though i am going off to college i still don’t wanna be that “privileged” daughter like it’s annoying and like my sister should do whatever she wants to do too. i’m excited for your medieval times! sounds like sm fun! spring break can be boring but i hope you can be able to have fun! or relax and stuff. hopefully you can also not pick up sticks.
@steph8402
I saw someone that wasn't in my family today in person for the first time since Sunday. I had fun. We baked cookies and basically layed in my room talking the whole time. I also decided to start keeping a journal. I hope you break gets more interesting. I want next week to come so I can go to band and swim again.
@BlueMangocat5071
i like journaling! it’s kinda nice to just write. i don’t do it frequently though. but that’s ok. i’m so glad you had fun with your friend(:
my break has consisted of just doing random stuff but i decided to clean my room and im going to the library to study for a bit so that’s fun. yeah the week is almost over!! we’re almost there (:
@steph8402
I would go to the library but the nearest library is a 20 minute car ride. I'm excited on Tuesday at swim we start breaststroke. My favorite stroke yay! What's you favorite stroke?
ah i love breaststroke! it was my best stroke but my favorite is butterfly also one of my best strokes haha. the nearest library is so far away! mine is like a 5 minute drive. i’m excited for your tuesday!! i hope it goes well how was your last day of break?
@BlueMangocat5071
My last day of break was good. I'm sorry I havent been on 7 cups a lot recently. I'm having some self doubts right now. How are u doing?
heyo. that’s good! you wanna talk about it? i’m doing alright. college future stuff is kinda slowly making me shut down. but i’m here for you if you need to talk. *hugs if wanted* (:
@steph8402
*hugs back* idk it's just something happened that makes me question my entire self and my parents wouldn't expect me if I choose the other thing and I'm not sure if I'm entirely ready to fully talk about. I've tried to nring it up with my friend but I'm such a coward that I can't even talk to my best friend about it.
i get it it’s ok. some things take a lot of courage to talk about and i know you will get there! just know i’m here for you with no judgement whatsoever(: you can do it. and hopefully you can be able to think clearly and peacefully about it. i hope you are doing ok apart from that(:
@steph8402
Thank you. I'm glad to have a friend like u.
i’m glad we’re friends blue. you are a real one (:
@steph8402
You are too
@Steph8402
I've been so busy that I haven't been able to be on a lot recently. There's just of end of school year stuff happening right now. What have have you been doing?
i get that! that’s ok. me too(:
im getting ready to graduate so that’s fun hahah but i hope you are doing great!!
@steph8402
Wow your graduating! That's great! Good job! My sister is graduating this spring so I've been so busy. I'm kinda sad to see her go off to college but happy at the same time. Idk what to say lol
yes hehe it’s very interesting. and i totally get that. i feel the same way about myself graduating. it’s a very different life haha.
how’s school been?
@steph8402
Schools been good. In Band we started this fun assignment where I get to take a band I like and put a bunch of there song into a medley
oooh that sounds super super cool!!!!
@steph8402
Hi steph. I haven't been online in a while but I took sometime on the bus ride home from school today. How are you doing? I'm going to be completely honest I'm not doing good. I feel like my friends are forgetting about me. It's harder and harder to be able to talk in conversations with them. One of them I can talk to when it's just us 2 but otherwise I feel like nobody else cares about me anymore. I wasn't at school one day and I came back and it was still like I wasn't there. I feel like at lunch if I just sit there nobody would even notice I'm there. I've also barely had any time to just stop and take a break. I literally lye to my parents saying I have homework just so I can chill for a while. If I'm not doing something my parents always tell me something I have to go and do. Thanks for letting me rant a bit.
hi blue it has been a second i’m sorry that’s been happening. and don’t apologize i’m still here (:
i feel like parents are hard to please sometimes unfortunately butttt you’re doing a great job. friends sometimes suck but hopefully it can get better and you can talk to that one friend openly about things. usually friends come and go and maybe it’s a sign to find new and cool people! i’m not sure. but i’m sorry you are feeling that way. i’m here if want to talk. giving you a big big hug. i hope you’re doing a little better 🤍
@steph8402
Thank you!!! Gives move hugs to steph. Your so great!
of course blue!!!
@BlueMangocat5071 hey blue how are you? it’s been a hot sec. hope your summer is going great (:
@steph8402
I'm ok. I have been so busy. This is the first time i've been on cups in like 3 weeks. I just got back from visting family. I have a swim meat this weekend. What have you been doing. The past two days Ive been stuck in a car driving home but finally I'm home!
oh that’s super fun! i’m wishing you tons and tons of luck!!! just working a ton and getting ready for college not much tbh. but it sounds like you’ve been keeping busy which is fun. i’m glad you’re doing good(:
@BlueMangocat5071
I just got a friend from my text saying she didn't want to be friends anymore because of things I was doing that I didn't realize I was doing. We've been friends since 3rd grade im in 8th grade now. She asked me to not try to fix it but how am I supposed to do that when all I can't stop doing is crying.
@BlueMangocat5071 i’m sorry blue are you doing ok? i know it’s hard and i know it’s hard to believe but it will get better and if she didn’t want to try and fix it she isn’t a good friend either. i’m so sorry those hurts so much i know how it feels. lots of hugs for you if wanted. i’m here for you
@steph8402
Thanks. I want school to start. It's like life is just testing me this summer. Everything bad seems to keep happening. I'm so glad your my friend.
@BlueMangocat5071 i’m glad we’re friends too. i’m sorry summer sometimes is rough for sure. but i hope you start school soon and it’ll get better (:
@steph8402
School for me starts this wendsday. We just brought my sister to college the other day. I'm doing a little better
glad you are doing better:) yayy school! hope it goes well and it keeps you busy. hugs!
@bluemangocat5071
@steph8402
I have been so busy. I'm in middle school but taking a couple of high school classes and there is so much homework. I really like my teachers this year though I'm still mostly to intimidated by them to actually be able to talk to them. How have you been doing?
@BlueMangocat5071
hi! i’ve been crazy busy with college. but i love it. i have so much freedom to be me it’s like i can breathe which is awesome(: i’m glad you’re doing great. teachers can be so intimidating for sure buttttt they help so much so try and talk and ask questions when you need help. so proud of you!!! keep going and take breaks when you need to.
@steph8402
It has been so long since i've been able to be on cups I hope your having fun in college. I am adjusting to classes this year and am enjoying them alot
@BlueMangocat5071
i’m so glad you are:) i hope classes don’t become too stressful and you have an amazing school year!!
@steph8402
I hope you have a good year too