For Kyler Buddy 💜
Hi Kyler 💜 I hope you’re doing okies 💕Â
This is just a little thread I’ve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.Â
Edit: Please don’t read/post here unless you’re Kyler or me. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
dont feel like eating....im still half asleep...and i feel worse if i eat....
@kylersartpace
): hope you can get some restÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i only just woke up...so yeah...
@kylersartpace
ouh i’m sorry. 😬
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok....im curled in a ball in my bed rn...2 weak to get up....
@LoveMyMoonflowers
since christmas day...and i cant....if i tried to get aan appointment it would be for like 2 weeks from now....
@kylersartpace
i’m so sorry buddy. It sounds hard 😞 me sending big big hugs if okayÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok ni....
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey...hru
@kylersartpace
hey buddy, i’m getting there. me just arrived back home a few hours ago (': hru?Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
tbh im not the best...and glad u got home...
@kylersartpace
thank you. <3Â
what’s up, buddy? :oÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
my bodys giving up on me because i havent been sleeping well lately so i feel so sick atm...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
2pm....but ill be fine ni...gotta get up and start drawing or doing school work...idk which...
@kylersartpace
): please do take care of yourself buddy. and get enough rest <3 maybe if you can draw - to relax a bit?Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah maybe....idk anymore....
@kylersartpace
): *big hugs for you if ok*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
tnx ni....means a lot...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ni....why do fireworks have to exist....
@kylersartpace
idk kyler… I’m sorry, they are vvvv loud 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...they happen tonight...i really dont want them...
@kylersartpace
can you maybe plug in music or do something to distract yourself? From the loud noise? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it doesnt block it out...last time on halloween...people set them off right outside my window...and it nearly hit my window....
@kylersartpace
ouh noes D: that’s awful. I wish people would be a bit more mindful 😞Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...but theyre not....and theyre gonna be all around me....and i really dont want it....i already feel like im gonna cry....probably need to distract myself...
@kylersartpace
its okie to cry buddy, crying can help a lot of the time. 💜 *hugs you if okay* is there anywhere you can go then - so that you don’t have to hear the fireworks? ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ill hear them everywhere....and i cant cry....on a call with some1...cant do it...cant cry...
@kylersartpace
maybe you can after the call? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
tnx ni...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
call ended...about to break down...probably gonna be alone...for a while...idk what to do....need to draw but i cant...i cant do anything....
@kylersartpace
*sits with you* deep breaths, okay? 💙 me here.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im trying to....not really helping....
@kylersartpace
): will some grounding help?Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk...im not bad breathing wise...just close to crying...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i cant though...not when family are awake....
@kylersartpace
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im in my room...but still cant cry...
@kylersartpace
): maybe you can hide under a blankie? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
wish u didnt have to go but ok...
@kylersartpace
me will try to stay a bit longer, me sorry.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no its ok...u have to go...
@kylersartpace
me here. <3Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ni....i lost some1....i let in 2 much...and im shaking...and a mess...
@kylersartpace
*hugs you if okay*Â
kyler buddy… lost someone? 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers
they walked out my life...
@kylersartpace
i’m so sorry. 😞 idk what to say. that must be so painful kyler.Â
