For Kyler Buddy 💜
Hi Kyler 💜 I hope you’re doing okies 💕Â
This is just a little thread I’ve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.Â
Edit: Please don’t read/post here unless you’re Kyler or me. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk anymore ni....but im guessing i didnt tag u right in it....
@kylersartpace
dw you tagged me correctly, me writing reply now <3Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ok...
@kylersartpace
check now…. <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ok...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk ni...i dont wanna seem as clingy...or something....even though ik i am clingy....
@kylersartpace
): it won’t seem too clingy buddy it would be good to ask them instead of assuming they hate you 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk im scared....
@kylersartpace
me can write it for you if comfy?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
but i cant....u help with everything....i cant rely on u constantly....
@kylersartpace
yeah, i get that but im still here for you if you need
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...but i feel bad for it...so idk what to do anymore...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i got in trouble earlier for not being hungry....
@kylersartpace
i’m sorry… i get that it’s tough
@LoveMyMoonflowers
not only was i not hungry because im sick....my ed has gone downhill recently...so struggling a lot to eat...might have to force myself to have toast....
@kylersartpace
): can kyler buddy talk to their doctor about the ed? asking a professional can helpÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i had talked to a psycotherapist before...he asked how i was with eating and stuff....but i dont think he knew what he was talking about and all....he was trynna say 1 time that i have adhd and asd because im trans....but he was pretty much saying i dont have an ed because im not making myself not eat because of the way i look as in weight wise....
@LoveMyMoonflowers
wish i could...but it was hard enough to see him for like 6 weeks let alone trynna find some1 else because it would have to go through the adult side of things...when i was seeing the other person i barely got in before it was the cut off point and i waited a year to see him....lets just say he was no help at all to me...
@kylersartpace
*offers hugs* i’m sorry buddy, it sounds like they haven’t been of much help to you… that must feel terrible especially after the time you had to wait to see them. 💙 how do you cope with your ed?Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i just dont....i get shouted at for it....
@kylersartpace
i’m sorry… i get that because me struggles with a kind of ed too and i get shouted at for it too. me understand how overwhelming and crazy being shouted at can be 😞Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
the only thing i have in my bedroom is chocolate.....so idk...
@kylersartpace
can you nom the choccies? :oÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i can try....but it might make me feel worse...
@kylersartpace
): then maybe wait a bit? maybe you can watch something funny or read something you like or draw?Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i really hate doing it...
@kylersartpace
then maybe nom later? :o if it will make you feel worse then maybe you should nom later, or nom something else that might help. or maybe get some rest? <3Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
should i try make toast....even though i really dont feel like eating in general....
@kylersartpace
): do you think toast would be okie? sometimes buttery foods can make our throat feel funnyÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ill have to see if my mother would be nice enough to make me some....
@kylersartpace
i hope she will. 😞 if not does kyler buddy know how to make some?  :oÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...just means i have to go downstairs really shaky and dizzy...but i think shes making me some...
@kylersartpace
thats good buddy i hope it tastes okay
@LoveMyMoonflowers
me 2...i just really wanna be over this sickness rn....
@kylersartpace
i hear you. being sick is awfulÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i got the toast....and got shouted at again...for my room not being clean even though i cant clean it because im sick....
@kylersartpace
D: i hear you… shouting is the worst ever.
but me happy you’ve got the toast… how is it?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its fine....i guess...
@kylersartpace
):Â
(me replies will be a bit slow, me sorry)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
u there...?
@kylersartpace
buddy i’m so so so sorry for seeing this late ): i was asleep. 💙 time zones are a bit different now, me in another country but i’m going back home tomorrow. 💜 you okie? Â
me saw your spaces with some adult buddies 🥺 me vvv proud of you buddy. 💜