For Kyler Buddy 💜
Hi Kyler 💜 I hope you’re doing okies 💕Â
This is just a little thread I’ve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.Â
Edit: Please don’t read/post here unless you’re Kyler or me. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hi....
@kylersartpace
hey buddy, so sorry for the late reply my friend. I had to take care of things going on on and off cups (': you okay buddy? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok...and not really....
@kylersartpace
whats wrong? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
a lot....just had a fight with some1...sent me downhill....TW
been fighing relapse again...on the verge of breaking down...but i cant cry....and just...everything is a lot.....
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im on a call with some1 so nothing can happen....along with...my parents are awake...if i cry with them awake id get in trouble and judged....
@kylersartpace
okay, buddy… does that mean your safe now? 🥺
awwe me understand. Being judged is horrible and i understand how it feels to be judged for crying. 💜 i get that completely.Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i guess it means that yeah...but i feel bad for them...because they have to deal with me a lot...
@kylersartpace
): i hear you, but im sure if they are a good friend, they truly care about you and they don’t see you as a bother or burden. <3 it’s okie friend.Â
try to be vvv safe, okies? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*lets u hug me tight*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey...just wanted to say hi before i pass out asleep....hope u have a good christmas...
@kylersartpace
hey buddy, that’s v thoughtful of you. Thank you 🥺 i hope you have a good one as well. 💜
are you okie now? 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i probably wont....never do...and not really...feeling sick...and really tired...even though its still early....im so close to just falling asleep rn....and just yeah...
@kylersartpace
): *offers safe hugs*Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
tnx ni....been a rough 1....tomorrow will be aswell...especially if some1 idk goes to my nans....meaning itll break routine....
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk...just wish i had some1 to talk to and stuff....but youll be busy with your family....
@kylersartpace
): ill be in the airport actually (':Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
youll still be busy....and safe flight...
@kylersartpace
thank you. I’ll try to check my tags and cups in general as soon as I can buddy (':Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i have to be with family...all day....and itll be a lot for me....
@kylersartpace
): i’m so sorry. It does sound like a lot 😞 is there anything funsies you can look forward to though? :oÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
whenever i get to be alone i guess....
@kylersartpace
okay…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
tnx ni...and yeah it really is for me....hense y tuesday....i might just not be with my family....and clean my room when i get home...until i have to eat...then clean my room again after...or just hide in my room from them....
@kylersartpace
):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I really hate my family....
@kylersartpace
oof. I hear you buddyÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey...
@kylersartpace
hey buddy. you okies? :oÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I guess im ok....had a really rough day yesterday.... and still have to be with family again today....
@kylersartpace
i’m so sorry to hear that. 😞 sending hugs if okay <3 here if you need to talk about what happened yesterday buddy. <3Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Its just family.... they were really loud....which made me drop a lot mentally and just get overwhelmed.....and then like something else happened with me and a friend...thought they were ginna leave me from it.....
@LoveMyMoonflowers
It was way 2 much for me...i really dodnt know what to do and stuff....
@kylersartpace
): *offers hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Tnx ni...also glad to see u got to where u were going safe....
@kylersartpace
thank you. <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Np
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i got away from mmy family....but theyre still really loud...i had to come lye down in my bed...really not feeling good...started to get really shaky and dizzy being sat downstairs...and my mother said i look pale when i first sat down...
@kylersartpace
i’m so sorry buddy. me here. 💙 *offers hugs if okay* is there anything you can do to relax a bit? ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im lying in my bed rn...and taken something to hopefully help...
@kylersartpace
i hope it helps too buddy. can you maybe plug in some music or something so you don’t have to listen to all the loud noise? ):Â
