For Kyler Buddy 💜
Hi Kyler 💜 I hope you’re doing okies 💕Â
This is just a little thread I’ve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.Â
Edit: Please don’t read/post here unless you’re Kyler or me. 💜
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
idk ni...rn...its because im regressed....but yet im not allowed be....like anywhere....
@kylersartpace
i hear you ): it can definitely be difficult when we’re regressed and we feel that we are not allowed to be, anywhere ): can you go to any safe space for now buddy? 💜 or are you in class? ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im in class.....and i have no safe place....at all...
@kylersartpace
I’m so sorry buddy. 😞 that must be so tough to deal with right now ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok....just wish i had some1 on here....that i could regress with...im shaking a lot rn....idk if im just cold or panicking or both.....
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
like a friend whos litte 2 or just some1 i can be little with rn....and i am kinda cold but yeah....
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
and ik i can regress with u....its just cups stopping it....
@kylersartpace
cups stopping what, buddy? ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
me regressing and being little...
@kylersartpace
awwe ): why is that, buddy? 💜 how is cups stopping it ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Because of the rule.....
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
So it was just because of me they made it....i cant do it...im just gonna leave cups....i dont belong on here clearly.....
@kylersartpace
why is it you feel that way buddy? ): me don’t think they created that rule just because of you. 💙 it’s not your fault buddy.Â
i’m so sorry you feel that you don’t belong… 😕
idk what to say. i wish i could have a few magical words 🌈 that would nom these thoughts your having buddy. 💜 i’d miss you so so so much.. and me knows your on the other side know but idk, so many of your cups buddies would miss you so much. 💙Â
But your important too 💜 and you need to make the best decision for you (': if you feel that cupsies isn’t something thats helping you anymore, its okie to take a little break from it. i think right now it’s best to not delete your account entirely 💙 because you may change your mind and want to come back later . 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ik they made it because me...because when i regressed in rooms i got in trouble for it...and then the rule came in place...but now that im gone so is the rule...so how is it not because of me...
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
i barely talk with the others....so they wont miss me...im sure...
@kylersartpace
the fact that they don’t talk to you as often would make them miss you more, buddy, not less. 💙 i believe they would miss you. i will. 💜Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
wdum....
@kylersartpace
oh i’m sorry 🙈 that was complicated. i’m not good at explaining things hehe. 💜 what i meant is that, because we’re not able to talk to you in rooms (': we miss you more. we miss you more because we can’t talk to you as often as we used to. 💙Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i mean even on here...we rarely talk....
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
so eh...had to bring my own laptop into school today...because my school laptop broke...and its causing a lot of anxiety....
@kylersartpace
awwe no ): me vv sorry to hear you’ve been feeling anxious about that. 💙 i hear you. 💜 that was four hours ago though… how are you feeling now buddy? ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
a little better....but still yeah....
@kylersartpace
hugs if okay <3<3Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
tnx ni...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
problem....and its scaring me...idk what to do....
@kylersartpace
hey buddy 💙 what’s wrong? ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i regressed...and irl more so than online...and im not meant to regress irl or ill get in trouble...
@kylersartpace
Awwe me understand the not-wanting to get in trouble buddy ): super okie to feel scared about regressing sometimes 💙 can kyler buddy be in some safe space where they can regress? 💜
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
friend came on and made me smile...
@kylersartpace
im glad to hear that buddy 🌈 you deserve to wear that smile 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm....
@kylersartpace I forgot that this was even a thing. huh. Carry on
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
u ok?
@kylersartpace
im fine hehe.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
not sure i believe that...
@kylersartpace
(': im alive 🤪
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ok....
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey ni *hugs* if ok
@kylersartpace
hi kyler… *hugs* ty 💙 is kylerbuddy okie?Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im...fine...are u though
@kylersartpace
you sure your fine? ): me here if you need.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it is a stupid reason for me to be upset...so im fine....even though im also in pain in my ear because of wisdom teeth...
@kylersartpace
whats making you feel upset buddy? ):Â
awwe wisdom teeth are the worst. I’m so sorry buddy 💙 can you get them removed? ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
my friends been avoiding me all day....
and i have to get them out...but idk when....
@kylersartpace
awwe ): that must be tough to deal with buddy. it’s not stupid at all <3 i get how we can feel upset when our friends avoid us. do you wanna talk a bit more about how that’s making you feel? ):Â
I see. 💙 is there anything you have that can help with the pain for now? ): before you get them removed
@LoveMyMoonflowers
shes been talking with her bf...all day....(another close friend of mine....)and just...neither of them want to talk to me at all....as if they just...dont want me there anymore....
and no....nothing helps the pain...
@kylersartpace
Awwe i understand that buddy ): when our buddies avoid us our brains seem to trick us into thinking that they don’t want us anymore. 💙 but it’s not true buddy (': me understand how it can feel otherwise though. do you think talking to your friends about it later might help? 💜 maybe telling them about how you’ve been feeling ignored/avoided ):Â
oh noes i’m so sorry. me sending loads of luv and healing beams if okie 💕 can kylerbuddy maybe talk to the dentist tomorrow or something? ): to ask about getting the wisdom tooth out?Â