For Kyler Buddy 💜
Hi Kyler 💜 I hope you’re doing okies 💕
This is just a little thread I’ve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.
Edit: Please don’t read/post here unless you’re Kyler or me. 💜
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
Me 2....i got to bring the stuff though....
@kylersartpace
mhm… 💜
i’m sorry i’m v blank today (':
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Its ok don't be sorry
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
Just got out there now...
@kylersartpace
hey 💙 how was it buddy? ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
He thinks its from the bandage that it was 2 tight and stuff
@kylersartpace
ouh, i see. is it any better buddy? I’m so glad you didn’t have to stay there overnight 💜 how are you feeling now? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
been wathing videos since i got home...wish i could draw....feel 2 sick to...
@kylersartpace
awwe does it help a little buddy? 🥺 im sorry you can’t draw now 😞 i hope you’ll be able to do that soon buddy 💙 *hugs if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i guess it helps...idk....pain in my ankle is just bad...and sickness.....and im gonna make myself draw tomorrow no matter what because i have to get a bday present done before the 9th...
@kylersartpace
i hear you. 💜 it really does sound so tough and i understand that completely buddy. 💙 awwe that’s so v thoughtful of you 🥺 i hope you’ll be able to draw then buddy 💜 i believe in you (:
@kylersartpace
hey 💙 i’ve been thinking of you. i miss you so much buddy. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i miss u 2....aint been having the best of times recently....how have you been doing...
@kylersartpace
what’s wrong buddy? ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
very stressed and overwhelmed and everything just 2 much especially with school...
@kylersartpace
awwe i’m so sorry. me sending hugs if okay 💙 i understand how hard that can be (': it must be so awful having to deal with that a lot of the time ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...its 2 hard....one thing were doing in 1 of my class rn its 40 pages long as of rn and im nowhere near done it...and thats whats really overwhelming me...
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
i cant remember what date its due fully...but we have to type it all out to have it printed out and then we have to bind it all together...and that has to be done before our interview on it...at the end of january...
@kylersartpace
awwe it sounds like you still have a good deal of time before it’s due buddy 💜 i’m sure you’ll be able to do it, dw. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
we have a mock interview on the 15th of january....probably need it for then...and we have to prepare for mock exams aswell...so less class time...and yeah...its a lot...so yeah...
@kylersartpace
it really does sound like a lot (': but i believe in you. 💜 you’ve got this 🥺🌈
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Tnx ni....tbh i feel like ill be doing it over Christmas to get it dine in time....
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
ahhhhh no i dont like this im gonna cry idk what to do...
@kylersartpace
*sits with you* hey 💙 i’m here, okay? it’s okie to cry buddy 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i feel like i cant breathe....u know i have adhd and asd right....that i cant get tested....and fully diagnosed....well something in my routine changed...i really dont like it....
@kylersartpace
i hear you ): that really can be so difficult buddy, things overwhelm me when they change my routine too so i understand that 💜 *offers safe hugs* if okay 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i talk to this 1 friend daily....but they said they wont be on today tomorrow and sunday....i hate it...theyre 1 of the people i feel safest with...and just not being able to talk to them hurts...and im scared...talking to them has become apart of my routine...and i look forward to it every day...but now...now all i can do is lye in bed and cry and panic because the routine is gone....ik its a stupid thing to be upset about...but its a lot for me...and i really dont like it....all i want rn is them to hug me....no1 else just them...
@kylersartpace
awwe no it’s not stupid at all, buddy. it’s completely valid to feel upset when you can’t talk to someone you trust so much 💙 or when our routines get all messed up (': i hear you completely and i understand how tough that can be. 💜 gentle reminder it’s super okie to cry 💙 and to talk about this. do you think journaling a bit would help buddy? it can be good to write things down to make sense of things. 💜
i’m here, okie? 💙
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
dont think it would help....
@kylersartpace
): sending hugs if okay 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
tnx ni...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey....
@kylersartpace
hi. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hru doing...
@kylersartpace
hey buddy <3 i’m doing fine, thank you . 💜 how’s kyler buddy doing? 💙
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
im tired of every1 leaving me....and things are just hard...and i feel so guilty because i havent gotten my friends present done and it was their bday on saturday gone....and my laptop in school is gonna be the end of me because it doesnt work half the time it takes forever to load things and the bluetooth is gone on it so i cant listen to music or anything....
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
A-a-are u on....
@kylersartpace
hey buddy 💙 i’m so so sorry i saw this so late 😞 me sending hugs if okay. is everything okie, buddy? ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its fine....and i guess....things are hard but i guess everything is ok....i sent that other thing when i had a panic attack....and couldnt breathe....for like an hr....if not more....
@kylersartpace
ouh noes ): i’m so sorry to hear that buddy. 💜 me underhand life can be vv hard (': but you don’t have to do this alone . me here if you need to talk 💙
i’m so sorry to hear you had a panic attack ): do you know what triggered it buddy? 💜