For Kyler Buddy 💜
Hi Kyler 💜 I hope you’re doing okies 💕Â
This is just a little thread I’ve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.Â
Edit: Please don’t read/post here unless you’re Kyler or me. 💜
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
ni did u tag me in something on a forum? because it says u did but i dont have access to it so i think its on teen only side
@kylersartpace
ouh yes :0 taylor made a forum space but didn’t tag you correctly. so i tagged you again in that forum. i’ll let them know you don’t have access to the teen forum.Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...sorry...
@kylersartpace
awwe no! There’s no need to be sorry 💙 you did nothing wrong, I promise.Â
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
idk if i can...
@kylersartpace
that’s okies :'3 I’m still always here for you. 💙 sending hugs if okayÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i just wanna go home...i hate school...
@kylersartpace
i get that. i’m so sorry buddy. school can really be crazy most of the time and i understand why you want to go home 💙 how many hours do you have left? until you can go home? ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
1 more...but im really triggered rn...
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
i dont have any safe place in school...and cant leave school...
@kylersartpace
or the classroom...
@kylersartpace
oh noes ): i am so sorry buddy. sending massive hugs if okay 💙 it must be so overwhelming and i am sorry things are so tough right now 😞 is it possible to go to the washroom for a little? or are you stuck in class now ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
stuck in clas because i feel non-verbal and stuff...plus i can never ask anyway....
@kylersartpace
i’m so sorry buddy… i wish there was something i could do other than offer words and hugs 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Its fine im home now
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
ni...are u on...if u are really need hugs...im shaking so much rn....
@kylersartpace
kyler buddy you okies? ): deep breaths, okay? 💙 *hugs you tight* 💜 I’m hereÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no....not really ok...
@kylersartpace
whats wrong ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
teacher...came into the class im in rn...and shouted at us....and she was right beside me....second time this week getting shouted at....i dont like it...
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
its not just that though..it was at the whole class...and i just...she says no excuses for not having majority of the booklet filled out tomorrow but i really struggle with focus and trynna word things...because of adhd and asd....but they dont care...the school will only do something if i get diagnosed with it...and if i tell the teacher she will say im just making up excuses and probably shout at me again....
@kylersartpace
i am so sorry to hear that buddy 😞 it sounds so tough and you honestly don’t deserve to be shouted at like that. i hear you about struggling with focusing and trying to word things 💙 especially because of adhd/asd. what would the school do if you got diagnosed buddy? ):Â
It’s not fair that they don’t care… 😞 I really am so sorry. would it be possible to ask for help from someone else - maybe another student who can help with filling out the booklet? 💜 what your saying is completely valid buddy and I am so sorry the teacher doesn’t see that ):Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
and you know what teachers are nicer than stupid people in my year like omg i sent out a servey for one of my classes and from my year ive only gotten 2 responses for it where as teachers ive gotten 10 and its not like it takes an hr to fill out it takes like 3mins and theres like 80 something in my year compaired to teachers theres like 50 i think if not less. i swear everyone in this stupid school just hates me
@kylersartpace
i’m so sorry it feels like everyone in the school hates you ): i understand it can feel that way 💙 but that doesn’t mean you deserve such treatment buddy 😞 you deserve better 💜 even if you don’t have any friends you can go to, do you think you could ask another student for help? ): do you think there’s anyone there who would be kind enough to help buddy? 💕
how do you usually cope with this - when your having a hard time focusing? 💙Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i have no1 i can go to im stuck struggling with it alone
and idk something in my hands i guess but idk
@kylersartpace
awwe no ): I’m so sorry buddy 😞 maybe you can work on the booklet slowly 💜 and take breaks now and then.Â
i’m sorry things are so difficult right now ): especially because of the teachers not taking your struggles seriously. would it help if you spoke to the principal about your adhd/asd? 💕 or are they just like the teachers… 😞
sending hugs if okie 💙 i wish there was something i could do ):Â
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
i cant talk to him...about anything...i hate it...plus i had told my tutor...and she was the 1 to not care first...and it has to be done for the end of class tomorrow...so i dont have time to take breaks and everything...
@kylersartpace
*hugs you tight if okay* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
tnx ni...
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
miss you so much wish i was in teen side rn im injured and stuff and it sucks because im on crutches with no1 to really talk to
@kylersartpace
i miss you too 💜 has kyler buddy tried hopping into one of the adult rooms? 💙 me understand it can feel scary at first but it will be okie after a while 💜 i promise.Â
me so sorry to hear your injured 😞 sending massive hugs and some healing beams your way buddy 💙
yk i’m still always here if you need someone to talk to, through forums. me knows it’s not the same as the rooms but i’m still here 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
still havent gone into the rooms...and tnx ni...really hoping this pain stops they said ill be at least a week on crutches
@kylersartpace
that’s okie 💙 your free to take your time buddy. we’ll take little steps 💜 awwe no i’m so sorry your in pain right now. is there anything you can take that would help ease the pain? ):Â
how do you feel about the crutches buddy? 💙
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
tnx ni it could be a week of crutches...which is gonna suck for school...
@kylersartpace
awwe no… 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...its a sprained ankle...
@kylersartpace
i hear your in pain right now buddy and i really am so sorry things are so tough right now ): i hope your ankle feels okies soon 💙 i really do.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i hope so 2...
@kylersartpace
hi kyler 🥺💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey...u ok?
@kylersartpace
not really (': you? 💜
i miss seeing you around in the teenie rooms… every time i hop in i expect to see you around and then i remember your on the other side..Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
wanna talk about whats wrong?....and im fine....cant talk about me anymore...
yeah...i barely come on cups now...unless its because i got a forum notif...because i dont wanna face the other side...
@kylersartpace
no it’s fine 💜 i’ll be okay but thank you. i appreciate you 💙 why do you feel that you can’t talk about you anymore buddy? ): me understand it can be difficult in the forums but me knows some kind ATL hoomans who can help 🌈 if okie.Â
i understand the adult side can be vv scary 😞 but you honestly don’t have to do this alone 💕 has kyler buddy tried hopping in… and maybe saying that you aged up recently 💜 or that your new to the other side? (': maybe asking a commod or atl can help buddy 🌈Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i cant talk about me because my brains gone mush with who to trust....
and idk...havent been able to go into any room in general....something just holding me back with like not knowing any1...
@kylersartpace
i hear you 💜 it can be hard to trust people buddy and that’s okies. I’ll never force you to open up/share anything 🌈 if your not comfy with it . 💙Â
i get that feeling of something holding you back 💜 that’s completely valid buddy and it’s okay to take things slowly and at your own pace 💙Â
me knows vv many people on the adult side… maybe you could get to know some people through forums and maybe try to hop into rooms then? 💕 only if comfy. it can feel a bit better when you know someone on the other side…Â
@LoveMyMoonFlowers
thats the thing...idk how to get to know people through forums....
@kylersartpace
i understand 💜 would kyler buddy like some help brainstorming ideas? 🌈Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
sure...but idk...im in a lot of pain rn...because i tried to start walking a bit on my ankle...because i need to be off the crutches for tuesday because i have a trip in school...and it hurts a lot rn...
@kylersartpace
awwe no i am so sorry 😞 sending healing beams 💜 did the doctor say it was okies to try walking around now? 💙 you can take this slowly buddy, im sure you’ll be able to do it 🌈 is the school trip important buddy?Â
We can brainstorm some ideas if your comfy 💕 i thought maybe participating in icebreakers/games in forums can help you know more hoomans 💜 or if you have questions about the other side you can ask some adults about it through forums 💕 there are many of them who have aged up recently and so they understand how it can feel buddy 💙 we care about you and we are here for you 🌈
@LoveMyMoonflowers
the school trips important to me because its already paid for...and no the doctor didnt say it i was just chancing it..and walked up with 1 crutch today to school....and the pains already really bad....
idk if today would be the day to plan that stuff though ni....my class are just...they sent me spiralling....badly....
@kylersartpace
awwe i see, buddy ): so you feel that because you’ve already paid for it you have to go (':Â
how was it…? 💜 walking to school with the crutch ): i’m so sorry to hear your in pain and i really wish there was something i could do to help 😞 i really do.Â
what happened in class buddy? ): if it’s okie to ask. me understand being in school and all the things that happen there can be overwhelming as well 😞 sending hugs if okie 💙
