Lola and Lovely Space 💗
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hi friend 💜 I’ve kinda been wanting to make this space to talk with lola friend for a while 💜 but me didn’t know if you’d be okie/ comfy with it 💜
Me wanted to check on you again today so i thought i should maybe try making this talkie space thread for us and asking you if your okie/comfy with it (?) 💜
Big hugs for you if okay 💜
@Tinywhisper11 I forgot to tag you :')
friend yesterday I left a note for you in your thread about the nightmares… 😞 But today i realised 7cups was beomg a meanie and they removed the thread 😕 So Idk if you saw my note 😞
Me been thinking about you friend and hugging you in my thoughts 💜 How’s you today? 💜
being* not beomg
@LoveMyMoonflowers I did not see your note sorry. But I can imagine it was filled with love and good wishes from you ❤❤ after the last message on that thread I write to you, I got of the computer for the night. I had a nice message this morning, saying sorry they had to remove it, but it was to graphic and could be upsetting for others. Which is fair, it was a bit graphic. I slept well again last night, and managed to go sit outside and watch the sunrise this morning, and talked to my son and God ❤ today I'm feeling a bit better, actually a lot better. My mind seems quiet and at peace today😁❤ ❤ Thank you for always caring and bring kind to me ❤❤ your friendship means alot. You are just the sweetest little thing I've ever met ❤ what about you lovely? How's your mental health doing? Hugs you tightly ❤I love you ❤ thanks for reaching out to check on me ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
Aw you don’t have to be sorry lola 💜 it’s okay 💜 I was a bit worried afterwards but i figured you probably got off for the night too. My note basically said i didn’t think you were a burden 💜 (because your not a burden friend i promise 🥺) and that you deserve to be heard and seen and that you don’t deserve to feel alone. 💜
:') I guess that’s fair… Idk. 💜 I’m glad they sent a message saying sorry at least 💜
Aww 🥺 i wish you could see the smile that brought to my face, I’m v glad you slept well last night 💜 I really hope you’ll sleep ok/well tonight too and the nights to come. 💜 the sunrise is beautiful 💜 And I’m sure your son and God were shining and smiling down at you whilst you were talking to them. 💜
I’m glad your mind is at peace now 💜 you deserve that kind of quiet and peace. and aww of course 🥺 i’ll always care about you Lola beanie 💜 Your my friend and you mean so much to me too. I love you so much 💜
I’m doing okay right now i guess, i don’t really know 🤷🏻♀️ but it’s okay. :') My mental health in general - idk it’s probably not horrible, but it’s definitely not great either. But it’s okay i guess 💜 I don’t wanna burden you with my stuff friend 😔
*Hugs you back tight, but not too tight* I love you more 💜💜 your the best.
@Tinywhisper11
hi lola beanie 💗 me wanted to check in 💜 how’s you? 💜 *sends hugs if okay* been thinking of you friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers well..... I'm surviving😁 it's almost bed time and I'm scared to go to sleep
@Tinywhisper11
*hugs if okie* i’m sorry lola 😔 it’s because of the nightmares isn’t it… :') i’m sorry 😞 do you think you can ask your carers to come sit with you a little? 💜 is there anything you think might help friend? :( 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers I don't know I can call my carers at the touch of a button, but their not just my carers they care for everyone who lives here. I gotta do this myself, I'll call them if I do have a nightmare though. I guess at some point I'm gonna have to start dealing with my feelings and e!options and memories, rather than pretending they don't exsist. But it's hard I'm not sure how to deal with this
@Tinywhisper11
i understand friend 💜 but it’s okie to ask for help if you need it okie? 💜 i really really hope you won’t have any of those scary dreams again 😔 but if you do… (i really hope you won’t 😞) then mhm me thinks it would be a good idea to call the carers 💜
it’s hard to know how to cope with feelings and emotions :( and on top of that the memories 😔 friend i think trying to though it’s definitely better than ignoring them 💜 and pretending they don’t exist. i guess when we ignore it all, they just kinda build up over time :( after a while, it can get super overwhelming. 😞
but when we try to address them and actually deal with them, it’s hard to know how to cope. i hear you lola 💜
i saw your post - the one asking about tips for coping with the nightmares :( and i read one of your replies that said you’ll get to talk to your psychologist tomorrow. 💜 i really hope that will go well lola beanie 💜
i’m sending lots of love and strength your way, i love you 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm a bit to panicky to lie down yet, my carers have made me more tea. So gonna try think happy thoughts, now before bed 😁