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Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Self-Care

LittleBirdie30 September 26th

Trigger Warning: Mention of Suicide for Educational Purposes

Hello friends! It's self-care month and I wanted to talk about Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and how those who struggle with OCD can practice self-care! 

I don't think OCD is talked about enough. I also don't think that people ever really understand the depths of OCD. People will say "I'm so OCD, I need my kitchen clean all the time" or something along those lines. After getting an official diagnosis, I could see that my OCD was very prevalent even when I was really young. I don't want to go into too much personal detail, but there is such a big range of ways that OCD can manifest. I am going to share some below for education! All information is from NOCD:

"1. Relationship OCD: Relationship OCD leaves people completely unable to tolerate the uncertainty of intimate relationships, giving them obsessions about the "rightness" of their own relationship and the countless other possibilities that daily life brings. 

2. Contamination OCD: Contamination OCD is probably the most stereotyped form of OCD. People with this subtype are afraid of getting sick, or infecting someone they care about, after coming in contact with serious bacteria. 

3. Hit and Run OCD: This is a less frequently discussed subtype of OCD characterized by a fear of running someone over while driving. People with this subtype often find that their obsessions make them too afraid to drive, or that they must trace their route just to make sure a bump was not actually a person. 

4. Harm OCD: Harm OCD causes people to be deeply disturbed by the violent thoughts that just about everyone has experienced. While most people are able to shrug off these thoughts, those with harm OCD can become completely overwhelmed by them. 

5. Suicidal OCD: Suicidal OCD is an OCD subtype that includes unwanted thoughts, images, or impulses related to killing oneself. It is closely associated with harm OCD and is also known as harm OCD with suicidal obsessions. 

Note about Suicidal OCD: Suicidal thoughts are always to be taken seriously. However, people with suicidal OCD are not more likely to commit suicide than people with other OCD subtypes. In fact, suicidal OCD is driven by the need to protect oneself from potential self-harm. While you might think that thoughts about suicide indicate wanting to act on that thought, the opposite is true. The real desire is to protect yourself from the risk of harm." 

OCD can be debilitating! While these are not a complete list of all the subtypes of OCD, they are very real and just a few of the subtypes that people can experience. I have experienced every single one of these and while it sounds like not a big deal to those who don't understand, these thoughts can take up every waking thought in your mind and make it hard to function in everyday life. Next, I want to discuss some self-care tips that can be practiced when struggling with OCD. 

1. Surround yourself with your support system. It's essential that you have support during these tough times. When I was first diagnosed with OCD in 2015, it was scary to share those thoughts with those I loved because I sounded "crazy." I promise you that you are the farthest thing from being crazy! Sharing these thoughts felt like a weight off my shoulders. No one that truly cares about you is going to think you're crazy and you deserve to get help! 

2. It's okay to seek professional help. More so, I want you to get professional help because there's no shame in it! It can take time to find the right therapist and/or psychiatrist for you, but you'll feel amazing when you do! I've seen my current psychiatrist since 2015 and he's like my best friend! 😂 I bring Starbucks and we just chat. It doesn't have to be a "sterile" or impersonal environment. You are always in control and keep searching until you find someone that clicks with you! 

3. Medication is okay too! Medication has saved my life. There's such a stigma regarding medication and I really don't understand why. We don't shame diabetics for needing insulin, do we? No! Our brain is an organ just like our pancreas, so we need to take care of it too! Medication can also take time to adjust to our bodies to make us start to feel better and this can take between 6-8 weeks, so be patient and don't get frustrated! It always works out in the end. Remember, communication is important and share everything with your doctor so you both can adjust accordingly! 

4. Do things you enjoy! I literally just got back from a pedicure and it's so important to do things you enjoy! It doesn't have to be expensive. You can go get a coffee, read a good book, dance to some fun music, go for a drive, or watch a movie. There are so many ways to enjoy yourself and practice self-care.

5. Remember, thoughts are just thoughts. The thoughts you are having don't define you. I know people like to fight their thoughts, but that only makes them more persistent. Try to create peace with them and they will lessen. The less value you give them, the less of an impact they will have on you. They aren't who you are as a person and they never will be! Always remember that. 

These are just a few of the things I wish I knew when I was first diagnosed. Things always, always, always get better and never forget that! Lastly, I want to talk a little bit about suicidal thoughts. I know that suicidal thoughts are a little taboo, but I'd like to lessen the stigma by talking about it. Suicidality is definitely a spectrum. Obviously, all suicidal thoughts are to be taken seriously and you should always talk to a trusted adult or someone in your support system if/when you are having these thoughts. You don't have to go through those thoughts alone. But, there are both passive and active suicidal thoughts. Passive thoughts are ones where you don't have a plan, but active thoughts are ones where someone may be making a plan to harm themselves. We always want to take everything seriously and explore any and all thoughts. But passive thoughts are a lot more common than people will share. I think many people experience these thoughts but are afraid to share due to the possible reaction they could get. The history of psychiatric treatment has led to a tough stigma we are battling today, but it's important that we share what we are going through. I know that I personally struggle with the suicidal OCD subtype and I know I'm really struggling when this flares up. When it does, I love to share these thoughts with my mom, psychiatrist, and therapist to let them know how I'm feeling because it makes me feel less alone. I feel safer when I am not alone and as long as you communicate everything you are feeling, then you are doing the right thing and your healthcare providers will work with you to determine the best course of action. 

If you've made it this far, thank you for reading! If you are having any thoughts of harming yourself, please call 988 or head to your local emergency room. You can also text the Crisis Text Line at 741-741. If you are not in America, click here for a list of international suicide hotlines. Anyone is always welcome to message me if you need to chat about anything. Always remember you are loved and things will get better! 🩵

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Heather225 September 27th

@LittleBirdie30

thank you for being vulnerable and informative all at once. i learned about some OCD types i didn't know about!

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LittleBirdie30 OP September 27th

Thank you for taking the time to read this H 💜

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WeEarth September 30th

Thank you @LittleBirdie30 for this informative post

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LittleBirdie30 OP September 30th

@WeEarth Thank you for reading! 😊

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chyni September 30th

@LittleBirdie30

thank you friend, for sharing this. i think it’s so important for others to properly educate themselves about ocd, and to know that ocd is a real struggle and not an adjective to describe themselves. 

i struggle with harm ocd and it’s just absolutely terrible. sometimes, i just want to be free from all the disturbing thoughts floating around in my head. ofc, i’d never do any of them, nevertheless, doesn’t make it any less scary. 

to everyone that’s suffering from symptoms of ocd, you are more than your diagnosis 🫶🏽 and you absolutely got this! 

ocd awareness week is october 13-19, 2024. the color used to represent ocd awareness is teal 🫶🏽

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LittleBirdie30 OP September 30th

Thank you for sharing that with us Chyni 𩵠I so appreciate you being here and you are not your thoughts!

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chyni October 6th

@LittleBirdie30

thank you friend 😊 i appreciate you 

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SparkyGizmo October 7th

@chyni

❤️❤️❤️

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SparkyGizmo September 30th

@LittleBirdie30


Hi my Little Birdie friend! 😊 ❤️


Thank you for being vulnerable with us all! ❤️  Thank you for your courage and your bravery! I know that might not have been easy to write. You did it, and you did it because you care about others and you did it with love in your heart. To let others know that they are not alone. 


While I may not suffer from OCD (nami says to not use the word suffer, others feel differently) I want to thank you for educating the rest of us. I wish I had seen your post long ago. This will help so very many! 


There is unity in diversity. ❤️ If I show up here to help others, to understand others and what it means to feel as they feel, to see what they see, then I ask questions and for me also, I try to self educate. Your post is quite brilliant💡 as the unwanted thoughts of harm to self or others is rarely discussed as being part of what OCD could be for some. 


Also, the terminology can be trivialized from time to time. It does a huge disservice to those that truly do experience the disorder. For me, I see that doing so comes along with main stream media, buzz words, people tossing words around and handing them out like Halloween candy. "They know not what they do". 


It can be quite sad to see someone declare that they are "so OCD" or "having an OCD moment" just because they decided today was the day to clean up their room or organize their closet. 


As listeners, if others come to us having "labeled themselves" it can be good for us to pause and ask "what does that label mean to you"? Or, if they have been "labeled by others" to ask them what that means to them and if these "others" where licensed mental health care practitioners or others trivializing a word and taking "pot shots" at them. 


Birdie, gotta' say, this was so well written! This will be so helpful to others that experience OCD (feeling heard, understood now) or anyone that doesn't know quite as much about it and will become more effective in supporting others. 


Impressive! 💡


*high fives* 😊 and big *hugs* ❤️ 🐦

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LittleBirdie30 OP September 30th

Thank you SO much Gizmo ❤️ You’re so right that so many people use OCD as an adjective when a lot of people don’t have any idea what it’s like, but I also try not to judge at the same time because we don’t know what anyone is going through. ❤️

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SparkyGizmo September 30th

@LittleBirdie30

❤️❤️❤️

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chyni October 6th

@SparkyGizmo

heya sparky, this was well written 👏🏽 i appreciate you, and a big thanks to you for showing up and being a supportive teamate 😊

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SparkyGizmo October 7th

@chyni


You are most welcome my sweet friend! 😊 ❤️


I appreciate you too! ❤️ I'd like to thank you also for seeing the value in me as a human being, the value in my efforts and noticing that I try hard and that I really care about my teammates. You have no idea! That really means the world to me! ❤️


I come along forum posts and if something "speaks to my heart", makes me truly feel something, makes me think and think hard, deeply resonates and for whatever reason, etc. I feel compelled to respond. It's a "want to" and never a "have to".


It's definitely a stream of consciousness experience. It comes straight from my heart, I let it flow. Thank you for letting me know that I'm good enough, that my approach is okay. There can be many moments when one questions themselves, wonders if it was okay to care and show how very much that they do.


Some moments one can question if they are seen as an interloper and perhaps shouldn't respond if in fact they don't have "lived experience". Thank you for making me feel welcome here on the thread just as the OP did also! 


*high fives* 😊 and big *hugs* ❤️

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chyni October 7th

@SparkyGizmo

aw, you are so sweet and thoughtful. i can tell that your responses are genuinely from the heart 🫶🏽💗 i always enjoy reading your responses because they’re always so genuine! 

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SparkyGizmo October 8th

@chyni

❤️❤️❤️

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daydreammemories October 1st

@LittleBirdie30

great information and nicely put! thank you :)

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LittleBirdie30 OP October 8th

@daydreammemories Thank you daydream! 🤗

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