@charmingApple17 Believe me, I know how you feel. I still struggle with talking about my fears and worries. But keeping everything inside is like a balloon. To some extent, its ok to keep your most intimate feelings for yourself, but once you keep too many struggles inside, the balloon pops. And then you suffer again... Try to open up to someone you trust first (your partner, a good friend or a listener here). It really helps me. I believe in you. You have all that it takes ☺️