So I "tried to come out"
I've been attracted to females since the 7th grade. A few of my closest friends eventually turned into lovers. Now as an adult: I've tried to talking to a couple family members about being into woman. They either DIDNT GET IT or tried forbidding it. It is hard to own up to being attracted to woman. I wish wash my way around being gay. Or into woman. One minute I do and I own it. The next I'll deny it. Seems ridiculous. Feels ridiculous.
@turkeybby aw I can imagine how difficult and confusing it must be :( you're so brave for trying 💕 it is ok to feel confused or even dicey, just know you're valid as you are and the world can adjust, you just have to be YOU 💛
@turkeybby
If people can't accept you for who you are, then they are missing out. Just FYI. I've been put in a similar situation, so I get it. I'm sorry you have to go through this, I wouldn't wish that pain on anyone.
Hi turkeybby,
20 years or more ago, in high school I was fooling around with a boy (I’m male) and we were doing stuff with each other, but I was too dumb to know it was a relationship.
recently I realized I’m sort of grieving for that relationship. I only realized it was a relationship like years later.
so… I hope it you found someone then (I realize I’m replying to a 2 year old message) and are in a good place with that someone. If not, I still hope you are doing well!
