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PathStep 38 Compassion hearts53 Forum posts37 Forum upvotes45 Current upvotes45 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2023 Member sinceNovember 6, 2021
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Someone answer me
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by turkeybby
Last post
 November 25th, 2022
...See more I don't know for certain that I have schizophrenia. But all day long there are familiar voices in my head. Family members from my dad's ex marriage. My kids sometimes. They bag on me all day. My ex step mom especially, everyday all day. My dog sometimes trigger me and I think he's trying to tell me something. If he points his nose to left foot it means good and if he points to my right I'm doing something wrong. Earlier I was shopping and my ex husband was in my head calling me lazy. My ex boyfriend and brother are always "around me" like I can see a not distinct figure of either one. And I know who's who. Like an aura. Lately the one of my brother has been super excited and happy. The ex is always putting in his 2 cents on my day to day. Idk what I did to deserve this. But I hate it and feel like it's something I've brought on myself. Maybe I really am just missing something. Like I'm heading straight for *** with no way to get help. Does this sound like schizophrenia?
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Does this apply
Personality Disorders Support / by turkeybby
Last post
 October 24th, 2022
...See more Does anyone ever unconsciously blurt out awful things. Without really meaning to. Because i do. It makes me uncertain if this what I'm actually saying or is it in my mind. This has to mean something.
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Controlling
Anxiety Support / by turkeybby
Last post
 December 11th, 2023
...See more Everyone in my life says I'm controlling. It bothers me but I know they must also be right. Different info on the internet has told me that being controlling is a result of anxiety. Honestly I can't see what ways controlling but what are your experiences with this?
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So I "tried to come out"
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by turkeybby
Last post
 December 23rd
...See more I've been attracted to females since the 7th grade. A few of my closest friends eventually turned into lovers. Now as an adult: I've tried to talking to a couple family members about being into woman. They either DIDNT GET IT or tried forbidding it. It is hard to own up to being attracted to woman. I wish wash my way around being gay. Or into woman. One minute I do and I own it. The next I'll deny it. Seems ridiculous. Feels ridiculous.
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What is it?
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by turkeybby
Last post
 October 23rd, 2022
...See more I'm straight...with a curve. I love to cuddle with woman. And to kiss ect. Though sexually I'd rather sleep with a man. Woman are a different kind of comfort. Idk.man.
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Not a good mom
Family & Caregivers / by turkeybby
Last post
 May 29th, 2023
...See more I'm a single mother of 3. Sadly my one of my children left to live with his father. It sad for me but better for him to be happy. My other kids don't seem as happy with me either. I know I'm not a great mother. But I try so hard. Everyday I wake them for school, push them to get ready and take them to school. Run home then straight to work. Straight from work to pick the youngest up from school. Head home and start to pick up the house and figure out diner. House chores are mostly mine, though the house never seems clean enough. Both are my parents are dead. So grandma and grandpa time isn't so much an option. Not from my family anyway. I want to be a good mom and for them to look back and have had a happy childhood. It feels like I'm the worst thing for them and that all they have is this crappy,mean, grouchy,always too busy mother. Sorry that this is all so negative. But writing seemed like an alternative to crying.
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Someone please help.
Family & Caregivers / by turkeybby
Last post
 May 30th, 2022
...See more I'm a mother of 3. My youngest child has a different father. With my oldest children, there has always been lots of love and support from family and friends. My daughter on the other hand it's been the opposite. Her father refuses to have a relationship with her UNLESS I HAVE A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. Her father's family also refuses to maintain a relationship with her. She is so small and she asks about her father all the time. Idk what to do for her...
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Picked up
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by turkeybby
Last post
 January 30th, 2022
...See more I picked up a narcotic for the first time in many years. Honest I didn't intend on it doing, though I have thought to use for some time. All my friends abandoned me and I couldn't figure out how to fit with NORMAL PEOPLE. So here I am. Telling on myself...
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