✨✨HAPPY PRIDE MONTH✨✨

I’m a transgender woman. I am in my fifties. I am only officially “out” here. I never came to terms with it until recently. I’m not taking hormones or anything. I am buried beneath what I call baggage mountain. Severe depression, social anxiety, medical issues, etc etc etc. 

I have struggled with severe depression, social anxiety along with a lot of other issues all of my life. 

Other than here, I have no support of any kind . So what I want regarding matching the mirror image to the internal image, doesn’t matter. I have accepted that. 

I should have tried to figure things out when I was young and maybe I could have had a chance to live instead of hiding everything deep inside locked in the barricaded room inside my head. 

I am not strong enough to deal with everything and then try to take the steps to match the images and start over. 

I am not strong enough to deal with societies comments and judgments while taking those steps. 

I envy those who have done that. 

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 

that's okay to never be out 100% I get that and you are strong for still being here I may be young but I get a lotta things your going through/went through you got this girl! 

@NoahAnimates

YAAAAAAAY HAPPY PRIDE MONTH LET'S GOOO