feeling really overwhelmed
dysphoria isn't very much fun, all in all...
im largely seperated from my friends right now, and only one of my siblings knows that im non binary, so i just feel awful and lost.
it isn't fair; i'll never sound or look how i want to and my parents will hate me when they find out and i have to stay up late to be able to reach out to anybody about this stuff.
@MelancholySunMoth
About being non-binary…I’ll keep my opinion to myself. Since you mention it, it must be very important to you. Is it one of the reason why you feel lost?
If you feel you can’t tell your parents, you don’t have to. You can wait until you are capable of supporting yourself before letting them know.
The World isn’t fair. To desire yourself to look and sound a certain way is chasing for the end of the rainbow. You can see it. Everyone keep saying it is very pretty, but nobody can grab. The closer you try to get to it, the further it goes. It doesn’t even look like you have made progress. I would say try to appreciate what you sound like and what you look like. Idk why you’re feeling the way you are and You may not like everything about you, but nobody else sound like you nor look exactly like you. that is very unique. Sometimes you have to learn to appreciate what you have, let go of what you don’t have/lost, and look forward to what else can you do.
I feel worry for you, knowing you stay very late to reach out. Sending positive light and love to you. And may you see your friends soon.
