Idk what to do
This is embarrassing for me to write but it’s eating me away. I’m comfortable with my gender identity but not with my expression. Sometimes I want to transition or something but I’m too scared to. I’m scared that I’m wrong and I’m scared of telling anyone. I know people would accept me but it’s such an uncomfortable and embarrassing topic. I know exactly what I want but I’m just so scared I’m wrong. I like being the way I am some days but not so much on others, part of my identity I guess. I just don’t know what to do. I can’t ever be honest because I don’t know if I really am or if it’s all in my head.
@courteousOcean9942 I am glad you reached out and opened up about your feelings, Ocean. It takes courage to express these feelings. What thoughts come up for you when you think about transitioning?
@courteousOcean9942 I completely understand your fears. It is hard to see who you are and still not share that person with the world. One thing I do know it is only harder the longer you wait to express who you truly are. Please continue to express your feelings here and possibly thru a person you can trust and eventually you may find you are ready to just be you.
@courteousOcean9942 Hey. No worries. I have some of those thoughts as well. It's ok to feel that way. I think it's best to use more positive words, especially when describing something about yourself cause you're not a problem. Thanks for reaching out. It's good to tell others how we really feel :)