Genderfluidy? Feeling confused
About half a year ago I started thinking I may be genderfluid. One day i woke up terribly hating my feminine traits. Whole day i felt *** about myself, and was extremely confused if I'm trans. Next day it was fine. I started looking back and realized I never actually felt like a girl, so I did some research and genderfluidy poped up. Most days i feel like a boy or neither or both. It's kinda hard to explain. I rearely feel like a girl, wich is pretty troublesome considering I have a body of one. I really like name Eliot and i think it fits me ( makes me feel nice )I saved some money and bought myself a binder, and it was an awesome thing. Honestly, love it 💕
I tried telling my mum but she said it's just how people with autism are ( because she read a but about autistic people feeling different about gender and sexuality) Personally I consider myself pansexual. I always thought that gender was just some biology and it doesn't matter when it comes to falling in love, and never understood straight or gay people(no offense).
And I'm feeling kinda scared. What if I'm just making the whole genderfluidy thing up? I honestly don't know what to thing or feel.
Is there anyone genderfluid out there? If yes then could you please share your story?
Thank for listening
-Eliot